The Girl She Once Was

Just Wanna Go Home

All I can think is,  Dear God Help Me.

Mom : "Oh my God! Are you okay?"

Me : "I'm fine." I lied.

Mom : "Why did you get in a fight?"

Me : "These girls got mad at me because a guy been flirting with me & was making me feel amazing but he's been fucking this girl Shania."

Mom : "What's his name?"

Me : "Sebastian."

Mom : "The new neighbors son? He's such a sweet boy."

Me : "That's what you think."

Mom : "Well have to invite them over one night. Well go start on your homework. Dinner will be ready by 7."

Me : "I think not . But yes ma'am."

I walked upstairs.  I didn't start my homework right away. I wasn't in the mood for anything. Jaymir texted me saying "Hey Noodles" another nickname. I FT him and he knew I was upset.

PHONE CALL :

Jaymir : "What tf happened? Who's ass I gotta beat, why is your eye bruised up."

Me : " Well it started at lunch. This boy Sebastian has feelings for me & this whole time I thought maybe I had a chance with him & he's been doing it with Shania" He didn't let me finish.

Jaymir : "That's crazy. You fr?"

Me : "Yeah. Anyway Shania got mad at me. They walked over to me & said things. Next thing I knew I got beat up."

Vanessa walked into the room & immediately took my phone.

Vanessa : "Jayy!! "

Clark : "Nessy!"

I walked out of my room & shut the door. I went downstairs to get a snack.

Vanessa : "Jayy what's wrong? Why are you crying?"

Jaymir : "Nothing Ness don't worry."

Vanessa : "It's Camri's situation isn't it?"

Jaymir : "Look Ness I'll call back later. Bye."

Jaymir's POV :

I hung up the phone because I couldn't have Vanessa see me like this. I can't believe she getting played like this. That bastard doesn't need her one bit. He jus wants her attention.

Camri's POV :

Vanessa handed me my phone and started talking.

Vanessa : "Jayy was mad. I think it's cause of Shania & Sebastain."

Me : "Oh god."

I went to my room & texted him.

CONVERSATION :

(These are their contact names in each other phone. Noodles is Camri's contact for Jaymir. "Trap God" Jayy is Jaymir's contact for Camri. So that's why the names aren't their name.)

Noodles : Jayy what's wrong?

"Trap God" Jayy : They messed with you bestfriend. That Sebastian guy is a fucking bastard. 

Noodles : I know , just calm down I'll be okay.

"Trap God" Jayy : You promise Cammy?

Noodles : I promise. I wouldn't lie to you. 

"Trap God" Jayy : Ight , call me later. I'm at basketball. Bye Noodles.

At this point I didn't know whether to cry or scream. I don't want Jayy worrying about me so I didn't tell him I was upset. I was so mad and upset I didn't even care at this point. Today has just been the worst day ever. I go get my food from downstairs. Eat it then turn on PARTYNEXTDOOR & go to bed. I'm not in the mood for anyone.