Why do I message you guys first? I'm done. I'm done messaging y'all first and talking on your message boards. I'm done with people getting hate. I'm done with people calling me a slut. I'm done with talking people out of commuting suicide. Y'all don't listen! I have tried soo hard to make everybody feel like they are worth something. And you know what I get in return? ABSOLUTELY NOTHING!!! YALL DONT CARE ABOUT ME, I HAVE HAD MY HEART RIPPED OUT OF ME AND STOMPED ON BY A FREAKING SUMO WRESTLER, TWICE NOW!! ITS NOT FAIR!!!!!!! YALL DONT WANT ME TO STAY, YALL DONT CARE WHAT I HAVE TO SAY, SO WHY DO I MATTER?? OH WAIT, THATS RIGHT, I DONT. Y'all think y'all's life is a living hell!!?? Try living with what I went through!!! I don't want to hear how bad your life is because in all honesty, it's nothing compared to what I went through. I love all people, I don't get love in return. Instead I get hate. Like that's not even cool!!! Love never fails!!! No my love for everybody has not yet failed, but instead, y'all failed me.
