It's been months since I saw Noah in my neighborhood. I still don't know what he was doing there but I feel so disconnected to him. The last couple of weeks that connection I felt with him kind of faded. I know it sounds really normal but It's just really weird to me. I had spent so much time on him: wrote him letters, actively interacted with his account yet those efforts seem so stupid now. I thought I could actually just atleast meet him once, tell him how happy he made, how much I loved him, how he was the reason I actually woke up on time. And on the 31th of October, Halloween, I got to see him. I got to see his beautiful eyes right before me but not for too long. I heard the ambulance sirens getting louder and louder yet they weren't getting louder fast enough. Now here I am stuck in this place just rewatching my death over and over again. Seeing the car crash forcefully against my 14-year-old body, falling onto my future lovers arms and hearing my little brother begging me not to go.:
"Katie! Wait! Don't! Just wait a bit longer help is on the way! We still have a lot of Transformer adventures to go on! Please!" 5..., 4..., 3..., 2..., 1... and I closed my eyes for the last time.
I still don't know why I have to watch this over and over again. This is just making me want to cry even more💔😩🥀."Hey! Can you help me?" I hear a familiar voice coming from behind me. I turn around to greet whoever or whatever is calling for me. "Huh--?" I gasp a bit at seeing the one and only person I loved so much while my eyes start getting wet😍💦. "Noah? Noah Beck?" Is this the happy ending I had been waiting for?
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One day, my love
FanfictionOne day, my love. One day, we'll be finally together after all this time. Those are the words I repeat to myself everytime I close my diary hoping they come true. Just to clear something: No, I'm not a Noah Beck stan. This is a Joke. I don't plan...
