Ushijima's First Love ||~(Ushijima x reader)~||

~Four~ Wow

This chapter is a rollercoaster of emotions so just be prepared:))))

Ushijima..... like Ushijima Wakatoshi suga said shocked. Umm yes? I don't think I've ever heard or ment another ushijima before. But why are you so startled suga? You gave him a confused but concerned face, what if he's a big ass hole, what if he is a bad person, WHAT IF...... before I could finish that thought i felt a gaze on me. It was suga, it was as if he was reading my mind. It gave me a cold bad feeling.

Y/n stop it he said breaking the gaze.

Stop what?

Stop overthinking it just hurting yourself y/n suga says. Suga I don't what your talking I was just thinking about why you were so shocked, that's all. He chuckled "oh that, I was just surprise you've never really been into the stone cold, hot jock, that every girl likes"he finishes with a Smirk. Suddenly you feel a wave of heat flush over your already red cheeks. That's enough ok! I say all flushed. Don't you have a girlfriend suga. Oh what's her name oh yeah emy. You should go see her it's getting late and I have to go back to school, I already know I'm in a lot of trouble for running off. He starts to laugh "ok ok it is getting late" he says while coming in for a hug. "I missed you a lot, so it's good to see you again, you better text me" he says walking away from the hug. I missed you too I say while pertaining to cry as I walk away. As I get farther away I act more dumb. ILL NEVER FORGET YOU!! I say while doing that handkerchief wave like they do in old movies.

I go to get my phone out of my pocket to check the time and I see it's 4 pm!!!!! It's been 3 hours oh my god maka is going to kill me. I put my phone back in my pocket and started to run back to the dorms.

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I feel a ding in my pocket. I thought it was going to be maka screaming at me for leaving again. But it wasn't!! It was a number I didn't recognize. Of course my curious, ADHD self wanted to know who it was.
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I'm sorry if I upset you earlier.

Who is this?

This is ushijima.
Who is this?
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I just stood there in shock. It looked like I was 11 years old and just found out where baby's actually came from. Just stood there with my mouth open and eyes zoned in on ushijima. After like 3 minutes of standing there I snapback into reality. I dont know what to say. I put my phone back into my pocket and started to run again. I like him I really like him. But look at me I'm not super skinny like the other girls, I have long  h/c hair with brown eyes.

Why would he like me. I'm stupid and stubborn and I don't look like everyone else. I'm just me......
I start to feel nauseous, my eyes glassy and blurry. I can feel the tears flow down my face; off my cheek as I run. I run hard and fast wiping the tears from my swollen eyes. I trip face first on to the ground. Ow I moan picking myself up from the ground, brushing the dirt off my face and knees. Why am I like this. I need to pull myself together.
Momma momma look at that crazy girl talking to her self this random little boy says. My face turns bright red, as the little boy stands right in front on me. I bow to them and quickly walk to the next sidewalk.

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After all that I finally made it back to the dorm. It's 5:30 pm I can still make it in time for dinner. I go to unlock the dorm but it's already open...... I turned the door handle and slowly opened the door I see maka in the corner, tendou comforting her, and ushijima laying on my bed asleep. I slowly walk into the room scared out of my mind. Y/NN!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Maka screams jumping into my arms. I was so scared y/n she says as she starts to cry. Ushijima jumps awake from the scream. He looks at y/n with soft eyes like he was scared sick. Why is he looking at me like that it's not like he cares about me I think while maka is still crying on my shoulder. Eventually tendou gets her off and takes over. Ushijima take this chance to pull me into the bed with him. Wha...what are you doing I say all flustered

Ushijima:

I didn't know what to say or do I'm not good at this feelings thing. So out of instinct I grab her and pull her on to my chest. I hold her tight, her skin is so soft, I can feel her boobs on my chest. My arms wrap around her waist. I pull her in closer to where I can feel her warm breath on my neck all of a sudden I feel this stinging feeling on my face.

"WHAT IN THE HELL ARE YOU DOING!?!?!?!?"  Y/N yells?!!!?? I realized that I have done this without her consent. I let her go and quickly got up from the bed. I'm so sorr....... before I could finish. Maka, tendou can you leave she said. They both looked up and was shocked that those words even left her mouth. "ooooookkk, hey ushijima" Maka said. "What is it" I answered back. Im sleep in yours and tendous room so you know what that mean you have to find a place to sleep oh just so happens that y/n has a bed open she winked and quickly left the room giggling with tendou. But tendou came back and whispered in my ear "you got this". He bro hugged me and left with Maka slapping her ass at the door way.

I just stared at y/n admiring how beautiful she is. Next think i know I hear my name come out of those soft gorgeous lips. Ushijima I'm sorry I keep running from you I....I......I just don't what t- I cut her off.    Y/n i know we started off on the wrong foot but I would like it if we could start over. Ushijima I don't want to start over. I could feel my heart sink in to my stomach. Stop it you didn't let me finish she adds. She grabs my face and pulls it in. Her soft lips touch mine, only for a brief moment in time I could feel this warmth in my heart before it quickly faded away into coldness again.
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Guess we have to see what happens next chapter Tehe trust me it's going to be gooodddddddddd I know it's early but trust me I got a good idea what this story it going to be just be patient and thank you for reading I enjoy so much writings this and even one person reading them makes my day so thank you:)))))))))