My Professor

Chapter 27

Professor Kim's POV

i was now heading to my third class, and, this is so tiring, i have to walk across a road to get in the other building, the sun was very bright up on the sky, and it's burning hot! 

i was about to walk to the other pathway, until I saw a girl, walking across the road, she mistakenly lok at her back as people tried to call her, until, 

she-

was hit by a car.

i ran as fast as i could to her, i kneeled down to her position, her brain started to bleed, so does her arms and her legs, i held her face softly, i-it was

y/n?!

i immediately carried her body and began to ask for help, gladly, there were students to help me, a student called 991 for emergency, tears began to roll on my cheeks, i dont care of what the students would think about me crying right now, Y/n, please, don't leave me.

for about 3 mins.

the ambulance arrived, now, Y/n is taken, i went with her, just me, i held her bloody hand, i started to cry more, i mumbled to myself, "y/n, please don't leave me, please", i sniffed through my breath, my eyes started to sore,  i held her hand harder and tighter and placed it on my chest, while i was crying the shit out of me.

fuck, if i was just there with her, this wouldn't happen.

20 minutes later.

Y/n is now here, she was rushed inside, i ran with them, but later on, I was stopped by nurses, "take care of her, do everything to save her!" i said to the 3 nurses that stopped my way, they nodded their heads, and went to the operating room.

i sat down on one of the benches and rested my head onto my lap, my uniform is all bloody, but i didn't care, all i wanted is Y/n to be safe throughout, i started to cry more, Y/n should not be gone! we still havn't made memorable memories together, i won't be able to take it, seriously.

it's all my fault.

i took a deep breath, then, someone was calling my through the phone, i wiped my tears off, and saw that it was my co-teacher, i have to answer this.

co-teacher: good morning Professor Kim, where have u been? your next class is waiting for you.

me: u-uhm, professor, a student w-was rushed into the hospital, s-she got into a car accident, she was b-bleeding a lot,  and i n-needed to attend her, n-no one's with h-her right now.

co-teacher: oh noo, that's bad, it's okay Professor Kim, i'll inform the principal about this

me: thank you.

my voice was trembling and shaking, i wasn't able to deliver the message professionally, but i didn't care, more tears stared to roll on my cheeks, i have to wait for Y/n, i'll do everything, Y/n, i will.

after an hour later.

still Professor Kim's POV

Y/n's brother, Jimin, and her mom arrived in the hospital, I attended to her relatives, her mom started to tear down, she walked up to me and approached me.

Y/n's mom: g-good afternoon, Professor, thank you for taking Y/n here

she bows. i bowed back and just sat down on the chair, resting my head on both of my hands, her brother sat beside me and just looked down on the floor while he was holding both of his hands, his legs were shaking and trembling.

Jimin: i never knew this would happen to her, i could never take it if she's gone, and, I'm thanking you so much, for bringing her here.

more tears started to run on his cheeks, i nodded, but, still, hiding my tears, i would looms suspicious if i do cry infront of someone that's so close to my girlfriend.

3 hours later.

the doctor who was operating Y/n came out of the room, Y/n's brother rushed to the doctor, i walked behind him, just enough space, he started to ask some questions.

jimin: hello doc, is my sister okay now? when can she wake up?
Doctor: it will take a month and a half for her to wake up, her brain was badly damaged, and she needs surgery right now, she may forget most events that happened in her life, it will also take time for her to adjust to her new enviroment.

i held my face in shock, i hope that Y/n won't forget me, i wish she could just forget about the bad memories instead of the good ones.

Y/n's brother: thank you, doc

he bows, the doctor bows back at him, i sat down on the empty benches again, this time, her brother was standing, watching the whole surgery, i can't take it, i can't even look straight at her right now.

yes, i can be a strong guy, but when it comes to emotional feeling and shit, i feel so numb, and sad, too.

5 more hours later.

i still sat on the bench, waiting for a good result from Y/n's doctor, i won't levae here without getting news.

i was resting my head on my palms, until someone sat down beside me, i didnt care who it was, i just can't communicate with anyone right now, then, the person rubs my shoulder and said.

???: Professor, or should I say Joon, we should go home now, we can come back tomorrow.

at first, i didnt knew who was talking to me, then, i recognized his voice, i looked at the person, it was my brother, Jin.

he smiles at me and hugged me from the back, he already knows my relationship with Y/n, he borrowed my phone and just began tos talk every one who i was talking to, fuck you Jin

Me: b-but I can't,
Jin: Joon, listen to me, we should go home, i promise we'll come back here tomorrow, okay?

he said as he takes his cup noodles and eats noodles, i didnt care and just looked down, no one is in this hallway right now, since Y/n's brother is gone, just taking care of her papers.

Jin: dont give me that stare, okay lil bro?

i didnt replied, then, he held my shoulder and rubbed it, "we should go home, it's gonna get dark outside" he said, i sighed and just went with him.

he wont shut up until I do whatever he wants me to do.

Y/n, don't leave me in this world full of shit.