My Professor

Chapter 25

3:45pm, Wednesday

we finally arrived to the mall, I still feel low key down and sad, too, I don't want Namjoon to think that I'm taking advantage of our forbidden relationship, how badly I wanna call him right now,

y'all might be saying that why don't you tell him on the chat. while he's offline.

well y'all, he blocked me.

that fucking hurts the most.

we stepped out of the car, I wasn't in my senses, my brother started to get suspicious, because I really wasn't in my senses, then, I heard a car beeping at me, I almost got hit by a running car while I was walking with my famiky, gladly, my brother was able to drag me out of the road, he faced me and asked

Jimin: oh my God Y/n, what's happening to you? weren't you just happy 20 minutes ago?
me: my mood can change anytime, bro

I said, I was very uninterested.

mom: you could've got hit by a car my dear
Y/n, from now on, you have to stick with your brother and I, your father will definitely kill me if something happens to you

I nodded and looked down, then, my brother asked one last time.

Jimin: what's happening to you? why are you down? is there something bothering you my lil sissy?
me: I-its just that-

we were still walking on a road, he was holding my wrist to guide me on the way, so, we weren't able to focus on talking to each other.

Jimin: what?
me: i forgot my notebook in school

there goes a lie again.

Jimin: it's okay you'll still attend school tomorrow anyways, now, let's just have fun with mom

i nodded at him, he always ensures me that I'm safe with him, then, we entered upstairs to the restaurant, we occupied an empty table for two, the waiter attends to us

waiter: good evening, what is your order for tonight?

my mom looks at the waiter and she scanned through the menu, while they're talking, my brother faced at me and held my hands, his hands made me so secure and safe.

Jimin: well, Y/n dear, what's bothering you rn? it couldn't just be because of a notebook right?

he asks as he stared deeply into my eyes, i stared to shake a bit, but there's nothing to worry about, when I'm with my big bro.

me: it's just this guilt that's stuck in my chest

Jimin: and what is that guilt? 

me: i lied to my bestfriend, she asked me if i was alright, i told her a yes, so that she wouldn't worry, even thou I really wasn't

Jimin: that's bad, don't worry, you''ll soon be okay, lil sis.

i showed a small smile and looked down, he rubbed my shoulder and said "we're here to have fun, and not to get sad, lil sis" he said, while chuckling at me.