I'm In Utopia Baby Girl

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Ella's POV

It has been three weeks and I still haven't told Brad about the honours program. I still haven't had sex with him and the worst thing is, I only have one week left tutoring Flynn. That means one week left with him. I don't know how he'll react. Whether he will hate me or argue with me?

Dear Diary,
I'm writing this entry to relieve my stress. I don't know what to do with myself. I don't know how to feel anymore. I'm just numb. I can't pretend that I'm not scared about moving on. I've just settled in a place. A place where my whole family have been, and I didn't know. I don't want to leave my brothers. Or all four of my parents. My best buds too. But in my heart I know I have to move on and start a new journey to a new treasured end. Meet new people, make friends all over again; and maybe fall in love again too. I don't know what to do I'm stuck in a rut that only Brad will know how to get me out of, but he's the one person I can't go to for this one.
Till next time, Ella.

I thought to myself what's the best way of saying goodbye? The answer to that is not saying goodbye. I won't say goodbye to him.

"Ella! Eat up quickly or you'll be late for school," my mother pests, distracting me momentarily. And you know what? It felt good to just forget.
"Okay mum I'm leaving," I smile at her putting my hands in a surrendering manner.
"That's my girl. Oh, Ella I can read you like a book. Stop fussing about Brad, trust me he'll understand. What he won't understand is that you have kept it from him. Stop worrying and have a nice day at school petal," she kisses my forehead and I head off to school. My mums words replay in my head distracting me, causing me to bump into someone; making me angry.
"Watch where your going you fag," I hiss and look up. It's Connor holding a large amount of stacked papers.
"Is that anyway to greet your brother missy?" He arches his eyebrow in a suggestive manner. I simply ignore his comment and pick up some of the papers he had dropped.
"What are these papers for?" Me being my nosey self just has to know.
"Isn't it obvious? It's Tris, Brad, James and I's school work for tour!" Connor explains with excitement then realisation struck over him.
"I wasn't meant to tell you that. Errrr forget I even said anything, yeah sis?" He tries to run down the hall way but I catch up to him, and flick him in the ear.
"Leave me alone Ella, that hurt, I-"
"When are you going on tour and tell me the truth because if you don't I will find out and the punishment will be brutal," I warned a shaking Connor, he's such a girl.
"I-inn a-a," he is stuttering and I can barely make out what he's trying to say. For goodness sakes he's two years older then me.
"Connor your frickin two years older then me and I know ur not scared of me so cut the crap and spit this shit out" I screamed causing a crowd. I don't even care if they hear my business any more I just need to know.
"Please, Connor," I say in a small whisper, pleading for him to tell me.
"In a week. Brad didn't want to tell you just incase you got upset. Which he's right about because we're going on tour for six months," he sighs looking at me with sympathetic eyes. With that information, I just got up and left. My legs take control and lead me anywhere. I stop in front of the girls toilets, contemplating on whether I should go in or not. I take a deep breath and walk in. I head straight for the mirror and wipe my wet smudgy eyes. I wash my face and apply new make up. I take another deep breath before I make my way to Brad's study hall.

Brad's POV
I can't stop thinking about Ella and how she will react to finding out about tour. Will she scream? Cry? Or possibly kill me? I have no clue but I will find out sooner or later.
"Pst, Brad," someone whispers. I turn around to see James trying to pass me a note. "Looks like someone's in for a treat," he smirks then passes me the note.
I open the note and can't understand why she wants to see me.
Meet me in the boys locker room as soon as you get this note. ;)
I get up and make my way to the front of the Hall where I need to get a hall pass from Miss Sims. "Miss I have a really bad belly and head ache, could I please go to the medical room?" I ask trying to sound in pain. I hear light chuckles from behind me, only to see it was James the noise was coming from. I wait a few moments till she gives me a hall pass and I go back to my seat to collect my things before I do James mouths "good luck" and laughs again.
I take that as queue to be worried and I make my way to the boys lockers with sweaty palms. I take a few deep breaths before walking in. It was dark and there was no windows open. As soon as I close the door the lights flick on. There Ella was in only her silk underwear, hair in a neat pony tail and big smile. She looks so pretty and it's making me even more nervous.
"Hey Bradley," she chimes, pearly whites displayed. I just felt my pant tighten. Then a pang of guilt rushes through my body.
"Even though your a compulsive liar and I kept a secret from you because it wasn't my place to say, I steal love you. So either I guilt trip you into telling me what your keeping from me by me giving my virginity to a liar or you could just tell me," she breathes, walking closer and closer with every single word she speaks.
"I-I I don't know what yo-" I stutter but get abruptly interrupted by her.
"You see Bradley, I know what your hiding from me so don't give me that stuttering crap. Just be honest and I'll accept that. I won't be angry or mad, I'll accept it," she smiles with sad eyes. By this I know she knows.
"Okay, I asked the boys not to tell, you that we are going on tour. Why, you ask? Because I don't want you upset because of me so I didn't want to say goodbye," I huff pulling her into a hug. She hums in my chest and pulls away. "I don't want to say goodbye either, but I have been keeping something from you also but I was told not to tell anyone but my parents. So here it goes. I'm moving to Warwickshire to go and do a course at Warwick University. It helps me become more skilful in the job I'd like to take when I'm older," she breathed in almost relief that she was able to get it off her chest.
"So if your going and I'm going what do we do? Besides how long are you going for?"
"I'm going for 4 months I think I'm not entirely sure," she breathes looking down at the ground. I also leave in a week," she hums.
I lift her chin up and look into her eyes. Her beautiful eyes. "Then we shall make this week the most treasured week of our lives." I take off my pants and shirt. She watches me with wide eyes and then even wider when I'm fully naked. I grab her and slowly kiss her plump lips with as much passion as I possibly could. I slowly take off her bra and knickers and place her on the bench. She moans my name and it's like having angel sing to you. I watch her in ore. I move my lips down her body and slowly suck areas forming love bites everywhere. Her creamy skin glows, painted with red sploges.
"It's weird because thousands of boys have been on this bench Brad," she giggled. I ignore her and reattach my lips to her soft ones. I rub my length against her making her moan even more.
"I love you," she whispers.
"I'm in utopia baby girl," I hum. Against her lips, from that point on we made love.

Anonymous POV

I'm walking down the school hall to go to the toilet when I see some thing in the boys locker room. I move closer to the door window and see a girl with Simpson. I get a closer look and see Ella. The love of my life with that pig. I can't have this, I won't have this. She's my girl. I'll stop at nothing to make her mine. So I take a picture of the two and walk away. Until she's mine this isn't over. Simpson you haven't won her.

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Heyyyy hEYyyyy hey.
Hi guys sorry for the lack of update I have exams now so I have to revise for them, that comes first so sorry. This update is a little short but I hope you liked it. Who do you think this anonymous chap is?¿
Comment, vote and read on, till next time my LAVELY lot. Sophia.xx
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