Bad Boy Brad

Your Crazy Ex

Brads POV
It never goes well when I'm trying to make something up to Ella. Or get back together with her. It's like the universe says we can't be together. We aren't good for each other, or I'm just not good enough for her. Brad Simpson number fuck up. I've tried really hard to mask my emotions. Or should I say emotion-anger, but it is obviously going to be evident when some random shit head is trying to get off with my girlfriend against her will.
There are many reasons why I have anger issues but there is one that always gets to me. I can never let it go. It puts so much anger and sorrow in my emotions, making me uncountable because of the oxymoronic feelings tumbling around my head.
"Brad. Brad please I didn't mean to upset you I'm sorry. I'm sorry up you probably hate me," sniffled Ella looking at me with her brown eyes with flourishing green streaks swirling around her, big, beautiful eyes.

She made me weak at my knees and it pains me when she thinks I hate or dislike her, because reality is I don't know where I would be if I had never of met her. Would I have been crazier? Would I have been a drug dealer' would I had never got shot? Would I be tied to one girl? Would I had made friends with Sophia? Would the band be going as well as it is at the moment? All these questions swirl around in my head. It makes me think, I do have the best girlfriend alive.

"Ella, hey hey stop crying. It's not your fault I got angry. It just means your worth getting angry about. Stop crying, a beautiful girl like you shouldn't cry," I wiped her tears away from her red cheeks and kissed her passionately. I grabbed her arse and she then parted her lips with a gasp giving me full access and dominance. The oldest trick in he book and she fell for it, her innocence is what I love most. Unlike my ex. She was sly, and pure venom.
Ella broke away leaving me lonely. "Brad. Please tell me why you angry. If your afraid I'm here, but think about how afraid I am of you sometimes. I'll do something and you get mad at me. I don't want to be afraid of you. I want to come to you with any problem without you lashing out," she whimpered looking at me with her glassy brown and green eyes. Just staring.
"Fine, but this is only because your the first person I trust.i don't even trust my parents fully, so be warned," I said playing with my fingers, puffing out air I didn't know I was holding in. Nerves took over me. Will she think differently after I tell her? After thinking it through a small delicate hand lifted my chin up to face them, and I was met with Ella's breathe taking one. "Don't be afraid I'm here," she smiled with sweet innocence. I took a deep breathe and began.
"It all started with my crazy ex-girlfriend,"
"Your crazy ex-girlfriend?" She asked confusion over her face.

Flash Back
Yeah, er I met her after Zara had died. She was a girl who was in Sophia and I's school. She was breathe taking, but not like you-your far better. But any way after I met her I didn't see her for a good year and when she came back she was different. Not the sweet girl she was, she turned bad and that's what I liked.

We always hung out together. Always smoking, drinking, taking coke, having sex but one day she took me to this warehouse where she said I could get coke for almost free, me being stupidly naïve went with her, without anyone knowing my where abouts. She took me to the back of the warehouse where two goons with guns where sitting on a couch with a bottle of Jack Daniels each in their hands. Lily greeted them with a kiss on both of their lips, but very hungrily and that angered me. "Lily what the hell?" I questioned fury obviously evident.
"Well meet Jack and Daniel, they are here to send you off to some guys who want you and in return they get rewarded and when they get rewarded I get rewarded also. So it is a win win for everyone but you," she snickered.
That was the first time I had ever felt my heart break. I was lost in a one way love. She used me and that was the first time I met the two retards who tried to kill you. Jack and Daniel.
I escaped as soon as I got there. They tried to run after me, but I was too sly and too fast. I never saw her again.
Flashback over

"She could be in a ditch dying somewhere for all I care, I have you and your my golden girl," I smile to Ella. Making her blush, but her face soon turns to confusion,
"But all of this would not be happening when you were 12, 13?" I contemplate in telling her as the only people who know my secret is Sophia and her family and of course my parents and school.
What if she thinks of me differently.
No more lies.
"I'm not really 17, I'm 19. I only lied because, when I had my rough patch I skipped two years so I had to catch up. I hope you don't think of me any differently. I'm still me," I whimper praying that she will accept me.
i look up as she speaks, "It's a good job I like older guys then." She giggles and she places her luscious lips onto my own.

It feels like paradise.
"Your crazy ex?" She asks giggling.
"My crazy ex everyone has one eh, but your never gonna be my ex, you'll be my wife," I smirk down at her and kiss her again.
"Not if you don't go to school," Ella laughs.

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Hiiiii, Soz I didn't update during the week. I had exams and all of that shiz, I am also writing a new fanfic a Harry Styles one called Luxuria, if ya wanna check it out, please.
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