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Pov. Akaashi Keiji

It's cold  Akaashi  Thought. of course it's cold. It's winter but without his scarf it's even colder. He didn't even piced akaashi up. He was on his way to school. Alone, without his best friend. A few meters away akaashi saw his best friend with the tiny girl. His heart frowned a litte more He forgot about me Akaashi knew that his best friend was deeply in love with Aiko, but does this mean he has to forget about him? She is even wearing the scarf Bokuto Gave him. Akaashi felt horrible, he was about to turn away again to go home. But then the gray white haired boy notcied the black haired and turned away to scream ''AKAAAASHIIII'' Akaashi flinched and turned around ''good...morning Bokuto-san'' He mumbled and slowly walked towards them ''Sorry for not picking you up Akaaashiiii, Aiko wanted to get early to school'' Bokuto spoke. Akaashi just nodded and felt a sharp stare, Aiko really doesn't like him. ''ah i see, Uhm.. Just walk without me okay?'' Bokuto looked confused, why would Akaashi say something like this? But he couldn't raise a word because Akaashi was already walking infront and away from Bokuto and Aiko. The Gray white haired just Sighed and looked down to Aiko, wich was smiling. She was hurting akaashi and everyone could see that. Everyone except for Bokuto. ''c'mon let's go Bo'' Aikos Voice was high and soft, Bokuto respondet immediately and followed her voice without any objection.  Akaashi just sighed and walked to school. He heard bokuto complimenting Aiko 24/7. Akaashi but his headphones back and made his way to school. It was boring without Bokuto, even if he's noisy and loud he always made akaashi laugh or smile and now it's silent and cold, it's not like Akaashi don't like it when it's silent but with bokuto it was better, he always had a topic to talk about. Akaashi walked into his classroom ignoring everyone around him. Akaashi didn't pay attention to his teacher and watched the snow falling down from heaven. would he and Bokuto build a small SnowOwl like always? No probably not. Bokuto surley gonna build one with Aiko, she's his Girlfriend after all. why would Bokuto spent time with him doing something he could do with Aiko? His face fell on the table and everyone was turning to him. other poeple were Whispering others just staring. Akaashi felt tears in his eyes and pinched them together, why is he crying? it was Obvious bokuto would get a Girlfriend afterall. He was too late, like always. He's always hanging behind. He felt the warm tears rolling down his face, why was he like this? crying in public isn't like him, he's cold and shows less Emotions but now, he's full of emotions. He felt like he could Cry out loud and would never stop. But he has tp put himself together. With a tissue he wiped away his tears and lifted his head, everything will be alright, somehow he will make it out of this without a mental breakdown. Akaashi took a deap breath and closed his eyes for a second. A hand touched his shoulder and akaashi flinched again, it was Konoha ''ah... Konoha-kun'' Akaashi mumbled and wiped his eyes, his friend looked worried. Akaashi wasn't like this, he never shows emotions like sadness. Konoha asked if they could go out for a second, the teacher was confused but gave an agreement. Konoha shove akaashi out of class and looked at him ''akaashi, what's wrong? you've never been like this. is it because of Bokuto and Aiko?'' Nobody knew about akaashis feelings, how should he know? akaashi shook his head and thought for a short while ''I just.. didn't felt well, you know it's winter and it's cold always dark'' He lied with a straight face. Konoha looked confused but accepted akaashis answer ''Okay, then we can go back?'' Akaashi shook his head again, not yet. He didn't wanted to be alone with his feelings again. Konoha took a short breath and noded ''okay, tell me when you're ready''.  After class Akaashi went straight forward Bokutos Classroom, but again. He was to late, damn it. was Aiko following him everywhere? akaashi was annoyed, there was no way he could talk alone with Bokuto, so again he turned away but he bumped into the one he was searching for ''Oh..? Bokuto-san i'm sorry'' He mumbled and looked up. Bokuto smelled good, Akaashi already calmed down and his shoulders sank while bokuto was mumbling something akaashi didn't Hear. ''Bokuto-san can we-'' He was interrupted by Aiko who pushed him away and wrapped her tiny arms around Bokutos torso. Bokuto smiled and kissed her forhead ''was what it akaashi?'' he looked to akaashi with a questionmark over his head ''ah...Nothing'' Akaashi sighed and picked up his book. Bokuto looked confused but 'gave his full attention back to Aiko but then he seemed to recognise something ''Akaaashiii wait!!'' Akaashi wasn't even moving so he just looked into each others eyes, it was silent for a moment when bokuto cought a bit ''we.. have to cancel our uh snowOwl building today, i'm sorry Aik-'' This time Akaashi interrupted him ''Don't worry, As i said, just have fun okay? I wanted to read a book anyway'' Akaashi lied without any emotion. Bokuto looked worried but without any other word akaashi left. He felt again those stupid tears, did he really wanted to build a snowman so bad? but why would he.. it was juts something stupid Bokuto came up one year ago it wasn't a tradition, he could live without it...right? As fast as he could Akaashi left the second floor and went down to his floor. it was empty, right everyone was outside or in the caféteria, Akaashi silently walked towards his classroom to pick up his stuff. what should he do now? He felt like trash, but he could'nt go home. it was too early his mom would be mad. Akaashi sighed and took his stuff for the next class, on his way down he heard Aiko talking about him ''You see. I don't like him and you should do as well Bo, he is so cold hearted and weird around me. Maybe he thinks I'm hot and wants to flirt with me but is too shy?'' Akaashi frowned. She and hot? never. He slowley looked up the stairs and saw bokuto sitting on the ground with Aiko in his lab. Akaashi knew he should go but.. he was to curious what Bokuto would say? ''Akaashi? Why don't you like him? he's my best friend!!'' Akaashis felt a big relief ''But..if you don't like him i could ask him to not hang out with us anymore?'' Akaashi stared at the stairs, what? why would Bokuto say something like this? why would he even want this? Just for aiko? ''Yes, for now thats okay.'' she smiled and Akaashi heard a kissing sound. As fast as he could he left the floor and his heart was pumping. Bokuto, he didn't wanted to do something with him anymore? Akaashi gulped. For the first time of his life he felt really left alone. His whole word turned. We're not the protagonists of the world anymore.. akaashi thought gulping. Was it now over? completley? Akaashi sighed and teared up. It's cold without him Akaashi thought while he was starting to shiver.

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YES A NEW CHAPTER HAS BEEN BOOORN~ 1239 words it's flooowing~ So I'm gonna update the story every wednesday and saturday~ I hope you enjoy

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