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Pov. Akaashi Keiji

-5 Months before Bokuto had his girlfriend-

''Akaashi!'' There it was. His voice, right next to His ear. His beautiful loud voice Akaashi would recognize it everywhere. But it was different. So happy and excited, Akaashi turned around and looked confused up to his best friend ''what is it Bokuto-san?'' Akaashi asked quietly and normal like he does it every time when Bokuto is very excited. Bokuto smiled bright and turned away to show a small girl with long black hair and blue eyes. Akaashi stared at her in confusion ''Is that-'' Bokuto interrupted him ''Yeap! My girlfriend!'' Bokuto grinned and wrapped an arm around the soft hips. ''Her name is Aiko Kobayashi'' Bokuto Told Akaashi Proudly ''Or short just Aiko'' He grinned and akaashi looked down. ''Hello. Aiko-san'' Akaashi smiled softly but with hidden frustration. Why him? why bokuto.. Akaashi hated himself. He was to late, he couldn't express feelings well he knew that but now. Now it was all his fault, he was to slow. He had so many times to tell Bokuto how he felt. why was he like this? Akaashi smiled and turned away ''Bokuto-san. do you want me to tos-..'' Akaashi interrupted Himself and stared at Bokuto who was leaning down to the girl, kissing her lips. I understand, he thought frustrated and weirdly sad. No it's okay, i'll have to accept that. He thought while staring at the two, Aiko felt observed and pushed Bokuto slowly away. She stared at him and akaashi truned away fast ''Just.. go, and have fun okay?'' akaashi smiled, and bokuto hugged him tight ''You're the best!!'' Bokuto Yelled happy and left the gym, with the girl. Leaving akaashi behind, alone with his thoughts and feelings. But how could he know how Akaashi felt? he never said a thing. How should he know... Akaashi thought smiling and sitting down on the ground

-back to now~-

Pov. Akaashi Keiji

It's been 5 months and 3 days since Bokuto presented his girlfriend Aiko to Akaashi. She is nearly every day at pratice looking at them and cheering on Bokuto. It's good, Bokuto is in a better mood than ever since Aiko comes everyday, but Akaashis mood isn't the best since she is here every day, He can barley speak one word without Aiko in his back listening to everything he said or told Bokuto. If he criticize him she clears her throath very loud to warn akaasho somehow that she doesen't like how he is talking to his boyfriend. He mostly ignores it and continues to criticize Bokuto. why should he listen to someone who doesen't know anything about volleyball, but at some point he startet to just shut up when he hears Aikos sounds, It's annoying to hear it everytime when akaashi is trying to tell Bokuto something. So he stoped to do it, Bokuto also already aksed him if he doesen't like Aiko and yes he doesen't like her at all. But he can't tell this to bokuto. He will be mad and start arguing with Akaashi about how nice, sweet and beautiful she was. Akaashi really didn't want to hear Bokuto complimenting over Aiko over and over again. So Akaashi just smiled and told bokuto that he really likes her but they just don't know each other to talk properly about stuff. What a stupid idea of him, Now he's sitting in a small café with Bokuto and ofcourse Aiko. Bokuto told them to talk abot everything they think is interesting, Sure Bokuto wants his best friend and girlfriend to like each other so he can spend time with them together. Akaashi knew this isn't going to be great, he felt like the third wheel. Aiko is wiping cream away from bokutos lips and kissing him with a bright smile. Akaashi sat there, feeling very left out drinking his hot chocolate and cuddling in the Red scarf he got from bokuto. Aiko suddenly stared at him and akaashi looked confused ''isn't that Bokutos scarf?'' She asked sharp. Akaashi stared at her in silence gulping down the hot chocolate. A warm feeling spreads in his body but also the sharp look from Aiko ''well, uhm yes'' He slowly answered and aikos eyes flamed with anger ''Then please hand it over to me!'' Akaashi stared at her unbelievably. she wanted his scarf? Akaashi looked to Bokuto but he just sat there silent, Say something! tell her it's my scarf! Akaashi thought helpess but nothing came from bokuto, but then he opend his mouth. Not to akaashis reliefe. ''just give her the scarf akaashi'' Akaashi didn't understand and stared at the red scarf he loved so much ''Sure...'' His voice trembled a little bit as he put off the scarf and gave it to Aiko. Just in that minute his neck got cold and Akaashi grabbed his neck. Right, there wasn't bokutos scarf anymore. Akaashi watched Aiko, smiling happy while putting the scarf around her neck. Bokuto was smiling too. At least he is happy, Akaashi thought and turned back to his Hot chocolate. The rest of the evening it was quiet He was quiet. Aiko and Bokuto hat pretty much fun talking about everything and more. He drank like 4 Hot chocolates and still he felt Cold and hurt, but it was already 7:30pm he really should head home. So he slowly stood up and wiped ober his eyes ''Alright.. i gotta go, It was..'' akaashi went silent. was it fun? No not at all. so he just smiled and put the money for his chocolate on the table ''Get home safe akaaaashii!'' Bokuto smiled az his best friend and took the money. Akaashi smiled ''You too Bokuto-san'' then he turned away and went out of the store. shivering. Without his scarf it was cold, is this how it would feel to loose bokuto? Could be. The scarf meant pretty much to akaashi, but now it's gone. It's like he lost a huge part of his heart. he Sighted and looked up where it began to snow ''Oh.. it's snowing, do you see this bok-'' akaashi stopped himself. Bokuto is not with him, he is in there with his girlfriend. Accept it akaashi he told himself in silence and then walked away without any look back.

--------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------FIIIRST PART AYEEEE it took me 2 hours to write this :))) I hope u enjoyed the first episode of ''We should be lovers instead'' I wrote abt 1042 words. i'm pretty proud uwu~