( ITS SO DUMB DUDE BUT THATS THE POINT.)
-JPS POINT OF VIEW-
i had finally gotten what i wanted. my love had been returned. i had loved mason for as long as i could remember..and he loved me back. i didnt love anyone as much as i loved mason. of course i loved my friends and stuff but this love was different it was special, out of the ordinary. it was different then the love a person felt for there dog or the type of love you would feel for your mother. Mason was different...special. i felt this for him for so long i dreamed about mason ans the his smile, and his dusty brown hair and his glimmering auburn eyes and the way they glowed in the sunlight...i would kill to have mason right here right now. but i couldnt . I hadnt seen him in person in awhile...i miss him. my love for him was too strong. all i wanted was him to be with me...to hold me. it seems so stupid and i seem like a simp...but maybe i am. i love mason so much..i am a simp arent i? thats besides the point. mason was and is my first true love. i-i- he was so tall compared to me...it was-just so cute. the things i would give for him to just kiss me..the way i felt for him was too strongly to explain i just-i cant believe im in this situation. why would he even like me...hes just perfect with his charming smile and lustful eyes. i cant really tell if this is some sick joke the guys planned. i could always ask ammon if it was a joke but if mason truly was being honest i would be exposing our secret love.. i cant have him leave me after all this. i - and how would i know if i could completely trust ammon to tell me the truth...we all knew he had a major thing for mason and i even think they ended up hooking up at some point... i would kill to be ammon in that situation. ( but not in any other situation cuz hes really not funny he literally sucks dude hitler could just knock on his door and kick him out of existence any day.) dude mason could like rail or something idk ha (obviously id be on top but uh- yeah)
