Camila/you and Lauren/you imagines

Everybody comes with scars

(Part1)
*Warning* self harm is involved! Also bullying and depression please don't read if this subject triggers you.
(Lauren x y/n)

Y/n POV

'Another fucking day in this hell whole' I said to my self.

They bell had just rang for 11th period to start. I was late again, Mr. Fitz would certainly be on my ass this time.

I sighed walking down the hall to room 221, math class ugh!

I slowly opened the door, squeezing my eyes shut for a few seconds to block out the annoyed looks from my classmates.

"MS.(y/ln)! THIS IS THE 3RD TIME IN AROW"

"I-i I'm sorry sir, I was um trying to finish my art project"

Damn it! I stuttered

"MS. (Y/ln)! JUST SIT DOWN! MATH IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN A SILLY ART PROJECT!"

"y-yes s-sir"

Tears wear threatening to fall, and I was begging them not too. I quickly made my way to the back left corner seat of the class room

I could hear mermers and feel eyes burning into my skull as I walked down the never ending aisle eventually taking a seat.

"As I was saying before y/n busted in here, you want to right an equation using the quadratic formula...blah...blah....blah"

I completely tuned him out, I was trying to calm myself down but there was no use.

Why did I always have to ruin things? Was he right? Was art a waist of time? I needed Lauren.

Lauren was my gf of 2 years who I moved in with when my dad started getting abusive mentally and emotionally.

She had taken care of me and built me up slowly but I was hiding something from her. 2 weeks ago I started again...

I started after my dad had called me and I was home alone. He called telling me how I didn't care what happened too him and I was no better then anyone else who abandons people. I never told lauren, I didn't want her to worry

RING! RING! RING!

Ugh! Finally

I slowly got up, putting all my stuff together and holding my sketch book in my hands.

I was half way down the hall way when this kid named Jacob grabbed me

" Hey so your the dyke who does that stupid art shit!"

"Y-yeah"

Damn it y/n stop stuttering!

"What's wrong bitch?! Oh ik hey Katie and Emma come here and check out this dykes stupid art book out!"

"Yelled across the hall"

No one noticed me, they were all to busy about them selves to care about me and my stupid art book cuz ig that's all it was

Jacob snatched the book out of my hands and I started to whine which was not the best idea

"Look em this is the one she interrupted class for!"

(Please be nice this is my actual art :)

He handed the book to Katie and Emma while he held me back, he was honestly hurting me and I couldn't take it anymore

"GET YOUR FUCKING HANDS OFF ME!"
I yelled, but it did no good the halls were empty and most of the teachers had gone home. I continued to struggle in his arms

And that's when they did it. They ripped a piece of my time and hard work out of my special book.

"No please"

I softly whimpered out still being held back

"Maybe this will teach you a lesson. No one cares about you! Your all alone, were are your precious friend? No where that's right. We have been annoyed by you since the beginning and we are finally getting some fun out of you. Even your own dad can't stand you.."

Katie ripped my art work up and threw it in my face. Jacob suddenly dropped me and I sank to my knees.

All three left me there sobbing and shaking

I needed something, anything some kind of release and then I remembered my pencil sharpener...
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Laurens POV

I can't wait to see y/n after school today, she's been having a rough time lately so I decide to decorate the living room with little fairy lights and throw some pillows and blankets on the ground.

Right before her 10th period ended she texted me a picture of her draw she had been working on

Man I loved it, it was an alcohol marker portrait of young blud one of her favorite music artists.

I really loved her style, it was so good she is very talented ya know

I was running to go to the store for some assentials right before picking her up

*Time skip*

I came to the school a little after 11th period because I was well awhere she needed to get her stuff together

But slowly people started vacating the pick to area and less and less people started coming out of the school I was starting to get worried.

I texted her and waited 5 min. But still no answer. That was it I'm gonna find my baby.

I went rushing into the school frantically trying to get the office ladies to let me in. When I told them my concern they did

I rushed toward her 11th hour class passing 3 annoying looking teens along they way

And then my heart stopped

I froze in my tracks

There my presciouse baby girl was holding sharp, dangerous metal to her skin

I quickly ran forward and knelt down to her.

"Hey baby please don't hurt yourself!"

I said frantically

She looked down even more and said nothing

I gently took the sharpener blade out of her hands that were shaking and cold

Once I retrieved the sharp object away from her I lifted her chin

And that's when she broke.
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Part 2 is gonna be right after this edit 😊