My Plushie (SeaChaos)

Part 16 - A Reveal

~Chilled's POV~

I suppose I hadn't realized how much I would miss Ze when I agreed to this stupid plan. When the fuck is Nanners going to feel guilt anyways? He has to feel guilt eventually, even if you're the coldest person on the planet, ripping apart two best friends is a pretty fucked up thing to do. I sigh silently and stretch out every limb on the couch, stretching out for a while before collpapsing, relazing onto the white couch and stare at the television screen, several images flashing through but none that I actually pay much attention to. Taking a deep breath I casually roll off the couch, wincing when I fall onto the floor but stay silent, staring at the blank ceiling. Without any other place to go and without the safety of home to ensure I don't turn into a fucking doll in front of everyone I'm practically a prisoner in the own safety of my own home. Rolling around the floor onto my belly I scroll down the list of friends, the long list with the absence of Ze's name to Nanners' request.

Sighing I just drop my phone, watching as the phone slides down the floor, skidding off and remaining completely silent without the usual pestering ring that is usually Ze's ringtone. It would be exploding with his ringtone if I hadn't blocked him, taking away his ability to even try and call me. Damn it Adam, why are you so stubborn and stupidly jealous of my best friend. Usually I wouldn't comply with such a stupid request and I'd just say fuck him and leave but somehow I just want to play along for now until he realizes what a fucking idiot he's being. As long as I'm not stuck someplace depressed with the constant train of thoughts that he hates me. I shift my head around and glance over towards the door, standing still waiting for me to open it. If I explain to Ze he won't....

The door suddenly opens, shocking me out of my thoughts and I quickly scramble into a sitting position rather than my obviously bored and tortured one after being forced to stay in here all day. Nanners walks in, not even glancing towards me but just turns around to lock the door again and I just smile in relief he's finally at home at least. Climbing up I hurry over to him just as he turns around a jumps when he sees me standing right behind me.

"Jesus Chilled, why can't you make any noise when you move?" Nanners complains and I just smile deviously at him making him roll his eyes and pat my head roughly before walking past me. "The house looks clean. Were you bored?" Nanners asks seeming amused with my feminine actions.

"Well yeah. The house was getting messy and I had nothing better to do," I explain, scratching the back of my head and back up as he takes his coat off. Silently he sighs and tosses the coat to the couch as I tread behind him, following him as he walks into the kitchen. When he suddenly stops walking I walk directly into hid back and back away, rubbing my face after the collision.

"Chilled... are you bored in here all day? Why don't you get another job or something?" Adam asks curiously without even looking at me. At his casual question and how he just opens the fridge and gets a bottle of water without sparing me a glance I feel myself feel a bit like a pestering puppy, lost without this man to entertain me. I guess this life is actually the one I avoided, always trying to be out in the world by sitting on that shelf, entertained by the different people and not locked up in that small room just waiting for Ze. Waiting for Adam to get his act together seems to be taking longer than I thought it would take. I figured he's decent enough a human to be guilty and set me free again.

"Can't. For reasons." He usually becomes irritated with my short and obviously avoiding answers but he continues to just stare into the fridge. I suppose he could have had a long day since he is the only one of us two to be working and pretty much providing. Nanners sighs and finally turns to me, his eyes reviewing my entire appearance before he takes a deep breath and turns towards the entrance and heads out the kitchen.

"I'm gonna take a quick shower," Nanners announces as he leaves the room leaving me in the empty kitchen. Somehow he seems to be becoming more and more melanchonic with each passing day which makes me wonder if continuing to wait for him will even work at all. Maybe I'll end up being holed up in this house for years before his jealousy subsides...