cruel world

part 2;

Juliet's pov

A new facade climbed onto my face as i blankly starred at kings cross station the normal joy i felt as i stepped on to the platform had disappeared, normally cedric would be by my side but he was gone and he was never coming back. A soft voice brought me out of my dark thoughts,
"Come on sweetheart, the train is going to leave soon" my farther said as he pulled me into a tight hug as i embraced it knowing i won't see him until the holidays.
"Bye dad, i'll miss you" i muffled into his chest
"Bye sweetie write to me, okay now you better head off"

I said my last farewells to him and boarded the train, the cent of parchment and chocolate filled my lungs. The satin navy blue seats, dimly lit lights and sliding doors greeted me, ah just as i had remembered. I finally spotted the the person i was just looking for; the boy that stood out with his striking red hair, i took a deep breath and marched up to him.
"Ron!" i squealed excitingly he whipped his head around as did the curly brunette girl and the short black haired boy.
"Julie" they exclaimed in unison, they all scurried closer to me, engulfing me in their arms.
"We have missed you so much Julie but anyway how have you been doing" Hermonie softly said as they stirred me towards an empty compartment. I plopped my self by the window with Hermonie next to me and Harry and Ron opposite.
"It's been really hard but i guess i'm fine it's just annoying that the ministry are being such pussy's like one of my best friends didn't just drop fucking dead that twat murdered him " i lashed out, i felt the tears pool in my eyes and soon warm streams were trickling down my face. I had been trying so hard not to show emotion to act like i wasn't bothered but every second was living hell without cedric but i knew i couldn't drown in my sorrows cedric wouldn't want that and with these new positive thoughts i shoved out a small smile at the three who were comforting me.

The three talked about their summers and how Harry has been attacked by dementors and had attended a court hearing but what intrigued me the most was this "order" they exclaimed they wanted me to come over to the headquarters and invited me over via letter. Over the summer i didn't read any letters all i could think about was cedric and all i ever did was drown in my thoughts and tears and now i feel horrible for not responding they were all so worried for me but it brightened my day when they said i can come to the order next time they meet apparently the order wanted me to join and i was certainly not against it as all i want to do is get my revenge on that mouldy toe voldemort and his little cult.

" I'll see you soon guys but unfortunately i must go and find the slytherins, i'm sure they'll be glad to see me especially malfoy" i joked as i scooted past them to get to the compartment door and waved them off they all shot me a soft smile which made me cozy on the inside knowing that they will always be there for me.

I shuffled through the narrow passage way keeping a firm stare to the left compartments searching for blaise and daph. I soon found my feet give way and topple me onto my knees, fuck. A strong minty and expensive cologne suffocated me and exposed the person towering above me.
Draco fucking Malfoy or my preferred name ferret boy. Suddenly a cold hand reached under my chin and shifted it up, i examined the platinum blonde boy who has gotten significantly taller , his jaw line was more prominent, his body has filled out more and his silver eyes were piercing into mine. I gulped and realised how shit this position was.

"Desperate are you Francis" he spat and then crouched down to my level with his hand still grabbed tightly on my chin. "Just know i'd never touch a pathetic traitor like you". My lips turned upwards into a smirk as he eyed me with confusion.

"Aren't you touching me right now" i chuckled and grabbed his hand of my chin and pushed it away so i could stand up. "I must say i do prefer you in ferret form, less annoying really"

"Really witty" he shouted as i walked away swinging me hips a little extra and swishing my hair from side side.

I reached a slytherin compartment were they were all wearing shades of green and black with a slight smile on their faces. Outside the window was still dull and gloomy, clouds drowning the sky. I took my shaking hand and pressed it against he sliding door contemplating weigh to go in knowing all of them aren't that found of me, oh well fuck it!

"Miss me"

"JULIET!" Blaise screamed and he shot up and wrapped his arms around my waist and squeezing me tight. I felt my cheeks burn red and a smile creep up my face as his soft arms fitted perfectly around me and his strong cologne waft into my face.

"Blaise piss off don't hog our Jules it's mine turn!" Daphne yelled as she used all her force to push Blaise to the side.

"I have missed you both, come here Daph" and i pulled her in for a cozy embrace.

"UMM what about me missy, have you not missed me or are you just saving the best for last" Theodore teased with stupid grin on his face, he was stupid but i missed him loads too.

"Of course Theo how could i ever forget you"

"Ugh you guys are all so pathetic, why do you even like this filthy half blood she doesn't even belong here anyway have any of you seen Draco" a voice i did not miss said i turned my eyes around and shot her a look and clenched my fist trying my hardest to fight the urge of beating this little bitch up. Pansy Parkinson sorry i mean Pugface.

"Ahh my dear friend pugface, i know you've missed me the most but if your looking for that pathetic ferret boy he's probably being a little slag and snogging some 4th year"
she gasped at my remark and just stared at me with the nastiest look ever.

"My Dracy would never do that"

I couldn't be bothered to carry on with her i just sat down on the rules blue satin seats next to the door and Blaise , Theo opposite him and Daphne opposite me next to smelly pugface. We still had a lengthy journey left and my eyes felt heavy and weary and i snuggled my head onto Blaise's shoulder flickering my eyes open and closed slowly.

"Move up mudblood" Malfoys voice echoed through the compartment and brought me out of my light slumber. I hadn't truly processed what was happening as i was still half asleep however i scooted over to the left to allow Malfoy to sit next to me. I flickered my eyes open to meet his soft gaze he already held on me and i lifted my eyebrow smirking, my leg accidentally brushed across his knee and he startled at the touch.

"Don't touch me mudblood i don't fucking like you is it that hard to comprehend"

"Yeah don't touch him" Pansy's chipped in but everyone ignored her and kept their sight on me, i gulped and yanked my leg as far away i was about to stutter out my words but luckily Blaise was here.

"Just be quiet malfoy, everyone else is fine with her but you and you know she's not even muggle-born"

I turned my head to face him only a few inches away and sent him a soft thankful smile and i saw a shade of pink crawl up his cheeks.

After another hour we finally arrived at hogwarts. It was quite a dull miserable night and the September breeze ate at my bare legs which my slithering robes didn't cover and my skirt was only short. The castle always managed to be picturesque, it hung over the black lake and looked over a dark thick forest.