I feel your heartbeat baby

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San | wooyoung

The whole purpose of me being the front seat was completely ruined. They talked like there was no tomorrow, I was there in the seat physically but to them, I was a mere ghost.

"So Choi San" jimin started, I hated the way the bittersweet name rolled off of his tongue.

"Do you like coffee?" He beamed as we pulled up to a cute cafe. San smiled slightly at the small place, "mhm" he replied happily.

I hated it, I hated this tension.

I opened my door and got out quickly, slamming it in the process. How dare he? I gave myself completely to him and I get forgotten about? HE THINKS THIS IS EASY FOR ME? HE THINKS I WANT TO DO THIS?!?? IM SCARED TO FUCKING TOUCH MY FRIENDS AND THIS IS HOW IM TREATED?

I stomped into the small cafe with these thoughts in my mind, the smell of coffee and the warm air hit me like an invisible cloud of comfort, calming me down slightly.

I felt a hand slide it's way onto my waist, I knew by the cold touch who that hand belonged to.

"Do you want my attention baby?" He whispered into my ear quietly. It didn't sound sweet, in fact the words rolled off his tongue like verbal poison.

I stiffened at his tight hold, "jimins still in the car baby he wanted me to check on you" he breathed. "I don't need your fucking attention" I spat, removing his hand from my waist.

I walked to a table and sat down, that was a mistake.......

What if he really isn't interested in me anymore? What if he really found jimin prettier.....no one will want me but him...

I looked up from my fidgeting hands when I heard that sweet voice call out my name, "wooooooyougggg" jimin said with a big smile on his face, I would usually smile back but the hand that rested on his waist while he walked over distracted me.

Maybe jimin really is prettier....

Both of them sat across from me with smiles on their faces, "Sannie don't you wanna sit with wooyoung?" Jimin asked with a slight giggle.

Sannie?

"I like it over here" he said with a smug look on his perfectly sculpted face. I swallowed hard at the comment, he doesn't like me anymore does he? Who will want me if not him....

He seemed to like the affect those words had on me, he smirked and continued talking to jimin comfortably.

"Hold on guys I need to use the restroom" jimin spoke, getting up from his seat in a rush. We both nodded our heads and waved as he skipped away to the said room.

San turned to me and dropped his smile immediately, I flinched at the sudden change. Sometimes I forget he can do that.

"Have you ever killed a person" he asked, tilting his head a bit. "W-what?" I replied quickly, huh?

"Do you want to kill a person?" He smiled, what's going on? What the hell is he talking about?

"no?" I said with knitted eyebrows, he sighed and sat back in his seat. "If you want me to want you then you'll need to" he whispered so only I could hear.

What did he mean?

"I want you to kill jimin for me baby" he smiled, it wasn't a fake one either. It was real, it was too real and that's what terrified me.

He's serious.

"I-I can't.....jimins my frien-"

"Do you not want me to want you?" He interrupted looking hurt, I knew it was just to make me feel bad but......that look in his eye made me believe that he was truly affected.

".......I want you to want me and only me" I said in a somewhat trance, my eyes wouldn't leave his. It was like some sort of magnet, I was absolutely drawn to him.

Jimin sat down next to him with a wide smile on his face, "were guys talking about important stuff without me?" He whined, stomping his feet playfully.

"Of course not" San said with dimpled cheeks.

If I don't do this then he'll leave me and I'll be all alone, I cannot lose him.

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A/n: ouuuuuuuu spicy~~~~I hope you guys enjoyed this lil chapter, it was short but still I really hope you liked it!!!

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