lost and confused

Chapter 2

I literally could not believe my eyes. Why would he of all people say that? I didn't reply at all because then the harassment would continue for the both of us. I clicked my phone off and put it in my pocket and went to the kitchen to grab a bag of chips. It was only 4:30. I didn't feel like doing homework so I ran upstairs and threw my bag on the floor next to my bed. I sat down on my bed with my laptop and opened up youtube. I started watching O2L and just sort of escaped to my happy place.

So about an hour had passed and my mom finally was off of work. Not that I was excited. My mom hates me. Constantly abusing me and saying what a waste of space I am. She's been like that ever since dad left when I was 4. She blames me for everything. But by now none of this phases me. We don't ever talk around the house. So I don't have to hear her shit or what she has to say about how bad I am.

I close my laptop and check my phone. The group message was still quite after what Cody said. Trying to push the thought of what he said out of my head. So I decided to go for a penny board ride. I grabbed my earbuds , slipped on my black vans and walked outside. I put some Fall Out Boy and just skated around. I went all through my neighborhood and a little bit into another. There were so many houses that I skated past and recognized who lived there. I don't know how I knew but I just did. I turned around and started heading back. It was almost 6 so I had been gone for half an hour. Not that anyone cares. But as I go down the hill I see a figure heading towards me. I knew right away who it was. It was Cody. What was he doing out here by himself? I tried looking down as we grew closer so he didn't see who I was. But I looked up to see where he was an we made eye contact. Oh shit.
"Rony....." he started. I tried skating passed him but he stopped me. I bent down to pick up my board and just stood there looking down. Staying silent. He lightly put his finger under my chin, lifting my head up slowly and delicately.
" What are you doing out here all by yourself missy?" Again I made no reply.
" Answer me when I talk to you!!" He grew angry. I just stared at him with a glazed look and his face red. He went to hit me but I grabbed his wrist. Them cat reflexes though. I grabbed it and squeezed as hard as I could until he cried uncle. I let go forcefully swinging his arm back to his side. He looked at me in disbelief. I merely put my penny board back on the ground, hopped on, and skated away.
I made it home and walked through the front door,throwing my board to the side and kicking off my shoes. I ran passed my bitch of a mom and up to my room. I close and lock the door and flop on my bed. I cry and cry until I eventually fall asleep.

Hey guys...this is her best friend Lindsay. I know this took a while it some shit has been going down...im not gonna lie. And I was working I my story on my account...which I think it should go read of your into Connor Franta and O2L. And I just want to say I'm really excited to be writing this story with my bæ 😘
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