𝙤𝙗𝙨𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙!

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I'm in pain everytime I close my eyes I shed a tear everytime  I can feel fear the moments that lie before me is no longer hurting me -pain by me🖤😔

Dorene pov: I woke up because of my alarm it was raining this is s day later after me and Mattia had that argument ion feel bad he disrespected me so I took pictures 

@ nottherealdorene 

Caption : Not sorry 🙌🏼

After that I posted I just slept all day I was depressed but so what right and the kids were with their aunts so i was alone and the worst thing it was raining so I started rapping 

Dorene :

 Uh, uh, uh-uh

Uh, uh-uh
Back from the dead, lost in the head
Yeah
Back from the dead, lost in the head, I need help
You wasn't pickin' up the phone, now you alone and you need help, yeah
Don't act like you don't know me, but now you know me 'cause you need help, yeah
How it feel to be alone? Is you happy you alone?
You only care about yourself, yeah
Back from the dead, lost in the head, I need help
You wasn't pickin' up the phone, now you alone and you need help, yeah
Don't act like you don't know me, but now you know me 'cause you need help, yeah
How it feel to be alone? Is you happy you alone?
You only care about yourself, yeahBack from the dead, you still ain't asked me how I felt
And whenever you call me, I go all in and I'm there, yeah
How come you never asked me how many tears I done shed?
You poked me over and over as I bled, yeah
Gave you my heart and you act like you ain't care
But now you love me, and I feel like that ain't fair, yeah
I showed you different, and I feel like that was rare, yeah
If you ain't love me, why the fuck would you be here? Yeah
Still call your phone on the weekend
We used to listen to Weeknd
I think I'm stuck in the deep end
Your heart is shallow, uh
They like, "The fuck was you thinkin'?"
I tried resortin' to drinkin'
I only ended up sinkin'
Lost this battle
Lost this battle (ayy)
Lost this battle
Lost this battleHey
Back from the dead, lost in the head, I need help
You wasn't pickin' up the phone, now you alone and you need help, yeah
Don't act like you don't know me, but now you know me 'cause you need help, yeah
How it feel to be alone? Is you happy you alone?
You only care about yourself, yeah
Back from the dead, lost in the head, I need help
You wasn't pickin' up the phone, now you alone and you need help, yeah
Don't act like you don't know me, but now you know me 'cause you need help, yeah
How it feel to be alone? Is you happy you alone?
You only care about yourself, yeah

I said yelling out the words from the pain I felt 

Then It came to me I'm a bad and petty bitch so I had a plan 

So I went live and wore this :

And Hella people joined 

Dorene : Heyy locall Bratt so I just found out I can rap so ima show yall 

Dorene : Yeah, I ain't never tell nobody

Yeah, I killed what's his name
What? They want me to say it
All I been doin' is prayin'
Load up the cutter and I got to the sprayin'
Do it again if a nigga start playin'
What's all that shit he was sayin'?
The last nigga, won't the last nigga banged 'em
They think I'm pussy 'cause I sing a lil' bit, bitch, I'm dangerous
Ain't never had a shootout with Tydre but bitch I'm bangin'
Ain't never had a shootout with JBlyck I know he bangin'
They know M my right hand man, he say the word I get to swangin'
My chain it clang when I'm aimin'
Got five star bangers
Her pussy so good, said I think she might just be a angel
Get the drop and let off shots, he get shot he a angel
Get the drop and let off shots, he get shot from all anglesDo whatever for Johnny
I just went to Johnny Dang
I went for one thing but I walked out with alotta things
I guess I like seein' blood, no vampire, I'ma cop fangs
Tell the ho to move over, rover you ain't throwin' pussy I ain't coppin' Range
You don't blow the brain I won't cop a ring
She not mine, she don't got my name
She got needy, I did her wrong, she got came on
She wanted the bag 'cause she knew I'ma blow like napalm, I striked her
I'ma just one night her, I won't wife her, don't like her
I ain't met a bitch like Simone I might make her mine
I might leave everybody 'lone, I be makin' too much time
Shots ring when they slide
And yeah somebody died I ain't cried
They told me get a job, I got money now they wanna rideYeah, I killed what's his name
What? They want me to say it
All I been doin' is prayin'
Load up the cutter and I got to the sprayin'
Do it again if a nigga start playin'
What's all that shit he was sayin'?
The last nigga, won't the last nigga banged 'em
They think I'm pussy 'cause I sing a lil' bit, bitch, I'm dangerous
Ain't never had a shootout with Tydre but bitch I'm bangin'
Ain't never had a shootout with JBlyck I know he bangin'
They know M my right hand man, he say the word I get to swangin'
My chain it clang when I'm aimin'
Got five star bangers
Her pussy so good, said I think she might just be a angel
Get the drop and let off shots, he get shot he a angel
Get the drop and let off shots, he get shot from all anglesYeah, bang-bang
Let a nigga reach for my chain, dang
It ain't impossible, but I'ma be in chain gang
Thinkin' shit sweet
I'ma show a nigga how to change lanes
Ain't blow that money that I signed for, I maintained
Now I'm flawless, ballin', I won't do this often
Every time I ride I got more than a hunnid shots 'cause I'm cautious
Ain't get sick to my stomach about that body, I ain't nauseous
But now that nigga dead, rest in piss let's get off it
555 Nito's, think I'm a speed racer
Think I'm in love with the money I ain't a green chaser
Blue faces, walk 'em down, tighten up my shoe laces
Right in my city I got two placesYeah, I killed what's his name
What? They want me to say it
All I been doin' is prayin'
Load up the cutter and I got to the sprayin'
Do it again if a nigga start playin'
What's all that shit he was sayin'?
The last nigga, won't the last nigga banged 'em
They think I'm pussy 'cause I sing a lil' bit, bitch, I'm dangerous
Ain't never had a shootout with Tydre but bitch I'm bangin'
Ain't never had a shootout with JBlyck I know he bangin'
They know M my right hand man, he say the word I get to swangin'
My chain it clang when I'm aimin'
Got five star bangers
Her pussy so good, said I think she might just be a angel
Get the drop and let off shots, he get shot he a angel
Get the drop and let off shots, he get shot from all angles

I smiled 

Dorene : See told ya 

I yawned 

Dorene : Bye yall 

I ended it and I fell to sleep