𝙤𝙗𝙨𝙚𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙!

Ｔｅａｒｓ

I went out yesterday I didn't enjoy it at all I went home and cried myself to sleep I woke up lightheaded 

I got up and got dressed and went downstairs the kids were still sleep I went live again I dont know I just went live 

People joined my eyes were puffy and red 

Dorene: I wasn't crying just came home late asl 

I lied 

Dorene : Im not lying well I cried a little last night when I got home I had the shitest night ever I was pissed and because I'm still getting use to transitioning and moving to Chicago 

I started breaking down 

Dorene : Everything I worked for is in Atlanta bro and I fucking hate that shit but I had to make a choice my own sister even turned her back on me bro and I gave that child everything 

I said getting upset 

Dorene: Bro im not even upset im disappointed in her im her fuckin blood and she treat me like that now I know where she stand the loyalty ain't there at all apparently the gang I didn't expect anything from them so I guess thats why I left nobody give a fuck about me like deadass fuck all that they was there when I was in the hospital for suicide attempt and getting stabbed I didn't need them then I need them now why niggas feel the need to turn their back on me toosii im disappointed but I didn't expect a lot from you because I don't know you Tia im sorry I allowed back into my life it wont happen again but I can't promise that it like every time I close my eyes I see me and you the memories we had as a family but I can't stay with a person that I know gave me happiness and took it away from me 

A tear rolled down my face 

Dorene : Im so stupid about how many tears I shed for you and even if you hurt me I always find ways to love you 

Flashback 

Dorene pov: 

Dorene : I hate you Tia

I slapped him 

Dorene : And I hate the back that I still love you 

I held onto him 

Tia: I still love you too 

I smiled 

Flashback over 

A tear ran down my face as I smiled 

Dorene : I still miss Tia but I can't 

I pulled out my other phone and showed them my screen saver it was a picture of me and Tia 

Dorene : Im not changing this for the world I also kept some videos of Tia talking because that makes the kids quiet and we all cry together of how much they miss their papá i miss him too he was first love my first everything he had my heart he still do i cant lay next to someone i dont love 

then their was a knock on the door i went upstairs to grab the kids and put them on the couch 

they knocked again

dorene : COMINGG 

i wiped my face and open the door it was the Bratt group and Tiaaa 

I was shocked and then I saw Alvaro , serenity you get it right 

I was upset 

Dorene :Kamila you brung them to my house 

I said then leacy started crying  

Dorene : I'll deal with you later I needa get my Child 

I grabbed leacy and they came in and sat on the couch

Tia: Damn dorene nice house 

I fake smile 

Dorene: Thank you 

Dorene : Clo and acy papa come here 

They ran downstairs so fast 

Acy: Mamí que paso 

I smiled 

Dorene: Nothing your papá here and your tia and tio's

Acy: Mamí i dont know 

I nodded 

Dorene : Legacy im fine I think it time I let you talk to your papí

He nodded and he started crying 

Dorene: PAPATIOO NOOO

it was too late clover started crying then leacy started crying I gave up and I started breaking down 

Dorene : I can't papatio stay down here with your father no if and or buts understood 

He nodded and I went upstairs and tried to clear my head