All I want is to be seen, to be heard. I need to be heard but all I can do is stay quiet. I'm no drama queen, I'm no wallflower, I'm just me. Apparently that's not good enough. Nobody notices, nobody does anything. Ask for help and you're seeking attention. Don't do anything and everyone gets mad because you didn't tell them and you're in too deep. Sometimes people do want to help but only on their terms. You can only feel bad when it is convenient for them. They will tell you that whenever you feel like dying, you can come by and they'll figure somthing out with you. Even though they know that you won't ever come by because you don't want to feel like a burdon, cause you think that's all you'll be...a burdon, someone who doesn't matter. Someone who can just dissapear and no one will notice. If people can't even notice how you feel even when you're an open book. Why would they ever notice when you're gone?
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Wondering
RandomIn here you can find a lot of one shots that are a bit different than others. I put true emotions in this one so it can be too much sadness in one story. I will update at least once a month. Enjoy. *Trigger warning*
