The letters

Ch5 Love Blue

Zayn pov

After the tryouts we stood and talked to Niall and Liam for a bit till we said our good byes and walked to our cars Harry and Louis had came with me in my car when we got in to the car Harry started worrying because he didn't really think that he did good in tryouts Louis was trying to insure him that he did amazing I but in form what Louis was telling him "Harry man relax you heard what Niall said that you did amazing and u deffently will be on the team I would'nt be suprised if he choose you to be his co-captian" at that point he was think about being co-captian and had a tiny smile Louis looked at me mouthed a thank you laying back on the front seat and looking out of the window sighing every once and After awhile of complete silence I looked at the mirror to see how harry is doing and I saw him reading the letter Louis had left in his locker " hey harry what you got there buddy" thats when Louis turned his head slowly to Harry to see what it was and the second he saw the letter he tensed up I laughed at him Harry finally answered looking in my eye through the mirror his face was red and in shock by the letter he finally said in a soft and shy voice " someone left a letter in my locker and I guess it's like a confession of love" he did finishing his sentence and we finally getting to my house knowing that they will be here till late and they'll walk home witch is next door Louis lives in the house on the right and Harry on the left that's why we're best friends we grow up together I turn in my see and laughed at what he said taking the paper wanting to know what Louis wrote i pulled the note and my eyes widen when I started to read not expecting all
This to be said

Dear SUN

I can't say if I will ever have that's special time that I get to put my arms around you, I want that feeling of home I considered a World of mine for the taking & truly believed that I was living life to the fullest. Then you came in to the picture, and all of a sudden, I realized that I was deceiving myself. I am an incomplete man in need of wholeness. I find that my life is not all that I thought it was.In fact, it is terribly lacking in many things, the foremost being love. Now, through some great fortune, I have found that love & along with it one person who can make my life truly complete.

You're all that I want so much that's it's hurting

Love BLUE

Instead of looking straight at the Louis in shock I look straight at Harry and said "holy shit this is the most emotional thing I have ever read whoever wrote this for you truly loves you" Harry's eyes widen and mouth dropped at the last two words of what I just said he smiles looks down and blushes " love is a strong word it's just a little high school crush" I looked at Louis which had a little hurt face and I told him I had lean back where Harry can't see my face and mouthed sorry Louis gave me a weak smile and looked at his hands I clapped my hands to get there to get rid of the awkward silence "shell we go inside boys" they nodded at the same time and we gather our stuff and Headed inside once inside I yelled out a "hello" and got no response a completely quiet house that was for me and my friends as we go to put our stuff in my room which is own floor before finding something to eat we got to my room and the boys put there stuff on the couch that I have in my room and I put my stuff in my closet I hated having a mess in my room but it's always messy somehow I turn to see the boys sitting on the couch having a few minutes to relax especially Harry

I went to sit on the love set next to the couch and just rested my head on the chair and I closed my eyes thinking about mine and Liams conversation and how cute he looked fuck I am way to invested on this kid I sighed full of love we sat in silence for a good half hour till i heard harry stomach growl i looked up my and Louis looked right at that moment we started laughing harry got annoyed and got up headed to the kitchen to find something to eat we finally stoped and headed downstairs finding harry eating a pudding sitting on the counter he seemed super quiet ever since we got here I stand next to him and nudge him a bit bobbed me head "what's up man what in that pretty curly little head of yours"  I looked at his pudding and gave me a loud sigh finally answering me " he was just being nice right he's not really going to let me on the team" I knew exactly who he was talking about "Niall doesn't seem like a liar to me he way to sweet for that and plus you killed it out there today your going to make the team without a doubt" he gave me a big smile and we looked at Louis I was a bit confused Louis was amazing as soccer player so I don't get why he didn't tryout but I didn't have to ask cuz harry did " Lou why didn't you tryout you are way better then me you would have had been too choice" Louis just laughed "because I think you the better player and you will make the team Niall will be fooken stupid to not let you on the team" I smiled at how he would do anything to make harry smile and that's exactly what harry did with so much love in his eyes

We finally decided to get some McDonald's and we came back no one was home the rest of the night we eat and watched a movie aka endgame my favorite I was ready to cry half way through the movie harry was a sleep and me and my head was on Louis shoulder I looked at him and whispered where he can only hear me " you ok you haven't said much" and all he said back is "it's much more then a little high school crush" "I know but this was just the first letter and to say that was way better then what I wrote" we smiled at each and when back to the movie after a couple minutes we fall asleep and the last thing I remembered of the movie was Thor yelling at kids on fortnite witch always made me laugh we all fall asleep and cuddle up on the couch thank got it was like a cloud

when it was the morning I heard the front door close loudly meaning my mom left for work already I got up and woke up the boys and told them to go get ready for school we have an hour the both groan and walked downstairs to go separate ways to their houses after I shower and did my hair I was thinking on painting it but I don't know yet I finally was fully ready and I heard the door open and close and I knew it was one of the boys so I didn't worry about it I walked out of my restroom spraying my cologne on I saw harry sitting on the couch on his phone "what up man" he looked up at me with a cute bright smile "hey let's go I want to play a quick game of soccer with Lou and the others need a bit of confidence about Niall telling me if I'm in the team or not" I shake my head and look straight in his eyes "your on the team he already told you that though" he just rolled his eyes I sighed "fine tell Lou to meet us outside" "oh he's already downstairs eating some cereal" I just looked at him like what the fuck he laughed and grabbed his stuff I got my backpack and walked with him downstairs to see Louis eating " the fuck I thought you left" he was wearing one of my shirts too " it was a far walk" I rolled my eyes "let's go" grabbing my keys and walking to the car telling Lou to lock the door knowing he was the last one knowing harry actually was the one to lock it when we got to school I parked and we all went to the field right away the start playing and you see Louis doing some cool trick and scoring when Niall and Liam walked up I was trying hard not to look at Liam to long " Tomlinson is my last player " was all Niall said with a surprise look on his face