Memories...

My first love.

Warning!!!! Suicidal person, homophobic, suicide, potential smut, *wink wink*, self-harm!!!!!!!!!!!! if U DON'T LIKE don't read

Shinso screamed as Hikaru jumped off the cliff, with his last words still ringing inside his head.  Shinso considered jumping as well, Hikaru was his whole world.  He stood onto the edge, arms apart, and hair flying.  Shinso edged ever so closer to the 23 story drop, he could already see himself beside Hikaru's body.  He imagined eternity. No darkness. Just a simple life with his first love. He wanted to be with him, but he couldn't bring himself to jump. He had too much to live for. 

Truly, he wanted to join him, but he couldn't. He had too much to live for.  Instead, he left, throwing his bouquet of roses to the concrete ground below. He had bought them for Hikaru since today was their 2nd anniversary. He did not shed a tear, nor will he ever. Why would Hikaru kill himself? He remembered, suddenly, why he jumped. It was his fault. Shinso's and Shinso's only. It was 5 weeks ago.

Hikaru checked his Discord.

Again, the same old taunts.

Go back to the closet homo!

Go kill yourself, you don't deserve to live.

I hate you.

Hang yourself.

Go to hell.

Fag.

Fag.

Fag.

Fucking fag.

No homo 

Hikaru absentmindedly wiped the tears which threatened to fall from his violet eyes. 

"It's okay," he murmured, "I'm going to be okay..." 

A/n this is what Shinso's bf looks like.  Hikaru. And yep, he's a total hottie. 

He brushed the tears, and a few strands of his purple hair from his eyes grabbed his backpack and set off for Shinatorizawa Middle. 

He walked with his hoodie up, and his head down. 

Hikaru glanced at Shinso, his best friend. 

Taking out his phone, he texted the following.

Control: Morning!

I crave sleep: ...

Control: Okies, um, yeah, Baik?

He signed off just when Koriyama walked in.

He glanced around, sadly the teacher had left the room.

A/n Koriyama is a huge ass bully, he is a total homophobic, should die, but for this story, I created him...

I don't own any of the characters except for Koriyama, and Hikaru.

And back to our story...

"Hey!! Asshole!!"  Koriyama shouted, kicking a table over and making his way over to Hikaru. 

He grabbed Hikaru by his collar and pulled him up close to his face. 

"W-What d-do you want?"

" Ha!! Fag...I want you to go take a swan dive off a roof!!"

"W-Why?!?" Hikaru shouted, tears streaming down his face, " Why DO YOU HATE ME SO Much?!?!?"

" 'Cuz, you're a fucking fag." Koriyama replied, unfazed. 

" I want you to take a swan dive, and maybe, you'll be straight in your next life..."

The last part he whispered, so that no one would hear but Hikaru. 

" Meet us at the roof, after school," he whispered, " Or tonight, you'll regret it." 

Hikaru could not stop thinking about what  Koriyama had said three classes earlier. 

He only had 2 classes left to decide whether to go or not.

He had absolutely no idea of what he should do.

He consulted Shinso.

Control: Help!! Koriyama told me to go to the roof, what should I do? 

I crave sleep: Just go. It's better to get beaten up now than later.

Control: Ok. 👌

 He quickly switched off his vibration and attempted to listen to the professor's agonizing lecture about how gays are abnormal. 

*time skip to the end of the day and he has to go meet Koriyama*

" Finally Fucking FAG!!!"

Koriyama and his thugs were waiting, eyes on Hikaru.

" Let's teach him...a lesson."

Koriyama had his lackeys tie poor Hikaru up with rope, and made him sit in a teacher.

" Leave."

His thugs nodded. 

He tugged down his pants and raped, assaulted, and tormented Hikaru right there.

The next thing Hikaru did after their 'session' was over, decided to kill himself.

" It's Shinso's fault...he made me go here...." 

I 

Hate

YOu...

TBC!! HHAHAHAHHAHAHHAHAH

A.n sorry it was so late, and so short, I hafta do lotsa stuff....

okies

-tsunamiofdestruction out.