Flinch (Ushijima Wakatoshi x Reader)

-Music-

uHUhU The pronouns fir Y/N are all over the place: They/Them She/Her, i just uGhzheydhe
I DIDN'T FUCKING KNOW THE LYRICS TO THE SONG OFF THE TOP OF MY HEAD SO I HAD TO LOOK THEM UP— UGH I'M STupId
also: i'm so so sorry I took forever to get this chapter out, minor writing block, and if this chapter is sucky, Blame the writing block, not me
anyways
✨D a d d y  I s s u e s✨
It's better for the effects if you play it after the second separation :)
Or if you read super fast like i do, just start playing it now, idc
———
Iwaizumi and Oikawa did bring your bags to Ushijima's house, but left after.
Ushijima helped you get as settled as you could.
"I apologize for everything you've had to go through, L/N-san."
He says while showing you to the guest bedroom.
"Eh? Why should you apologize- if anyone's supposed to apologize, it's my father, mother, and brother... even if they never acted like a true family..."
You giggle softly, trying to cheer yourself up.
"I really appreciate you letting me come and stay here for the time being... but uh... what if they find out where you live..? What if they call the cops and you get arrested or something?"
You thought out loud, Ushijima calmly listening.
"F/N-san, that won't happen. But if they do call the cops, we can literally show them the bruises and your family members will be arrested. It will be fine."
———
While you were unpacking, Ushijima went downstairs to make something for you two to eat, although he never said what.
You decide to play music off your phone, sighing as you looked at the cracked screen.
You scroll through the playlist, and tapped on the song you adored so much.
Daddy Issues-The Neighborhood
Take you like a drug
I taste you on my tongue
You ask me what i'm thinking about, i tell you that i'm thinking about whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you'll do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
And I do too
I tried to write your name in the rain
But the rain never came
So I made with the sun
The shame always comes at the worst time
You ask me what I'm thinking about
I'll tell you that I'm thinking about
Whatever you're thinking about
Tell me something that I'll forget
And you might have to tell me again
It's crazy what you'll do for a friend
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
I keep on tryin' to let you go
I'm dyin' to let you know
How I'm getting on
I didn't cry when you left at first
But now that you're dead, it hurts
This time, I gotta know
Where did my daddy go?
I'm not entirely here
Half of me has disappeared
Go ahead and cry, little boy
You know that your daddy did too
You know what your mama went through
You gotta let it out soon, just let it out
Go ahead and cry, little girl
Nobody does it like you do
I know how much it matters to you
I know that you got daddy issues
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
And I do too
And if you were my little girl
I'd do whatever I could do
I'd run away and hide with you
I love that you got daddy issues
And I do too
The song finishes, and you sigh.
"Welp- that's that i guess... i'm gonna take a break..."
You walk to the door, and open it to find Ushijima just standing there.
"Uh- hi..?"
"The food is done."
"Oh, okay!"
You walk to the couch and sit down, waiting for him to bring you your plate.
He does, and sits next to you.
———
You barely ate half of what he had made.
"Wow- that was good... but i'm kinda full now!"
You laugh awkwardly, staring at the plate.
"You barely ate half of it, F/N-san."
He says and you sigh.
"I guess that's just what i'm used to- sorry, i'll eat more..."
You frown slightly. You felt bad for not eating the food he made, but upon trying to eat more, you couldn't.
You simply fucking couldn't.
It felt as though you were going to puke, you hadn't really ever had this much food offered.
"Eh? Are you okay F/N?!"
Ushijima asks, looking at you hunched over form.
"I'm sorry- i just... never really have been—"
You pause, staring at the ground.
"Just- bathroom-"
You say, and he sets down his plate, grabs your hand, and takes you to the bathroom.
He waits outside, slightly cringing at the sounds of your puking.
When the sounds stop, he hears the sink faucet run, and splashing and then the door unlocks and he sees you walk out, looking saddened.
"I'm sorry..."
You mumble, and he pats your head.
You flinch away at his touch.
"Sorry."
You say again, and he sighs.
"You don't need to apologize for everything. And if you're feeling sick, go rest."
He stares at you.
"I feel fine, i just- i was trying to eat more and my body can't really handle that, since i'm used to small meals or none but-"
"None?"
He repeats, and you look at him teary-eyed, nodding.
"Fuck your parents."
He says, catching you off guard.
"Didn't expect you to be the vulgar type!"
You giggle, and he smiles softly.
He made you happy.
———
Proof that Ushi is baby
manz just wanna make future waifu(?) happy
YUH SO UH
Again, i'm sorry if this was short and took forever, lost inspiration for literally everything but that's okay iG-
And uh
BRUH TF
179 READS?! 15 VOTES?!
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