Ta'Qouria POV
"Please ,I'm so scared baby." I say as we wait for the results. "Baby, calm down please." He told me in a gentle voice. I sighed, before gripping onto his shirt. The more I thought about it the more scared I got. Just thinking about if my babies are hurt makes me want to vomit. This all feels new and strange to me in every sense. The more the minutes went by the more anxious I became.
"Tck tck tck," rings inside my mind as the clock goes around and around. I feel sleepy, hungry, sad and depressed because of the news I have yet to receive. My bubby tries to hold me tight saying, "We all will be alright, no matter what. I am here my love." He leans over and kisses my forehead, walks out the room to get me a drink and a snack. He always loves to cheer me up. He is my happiness. I know somehow it will be okay as long as I have my kids and him. I then yawn as I lay down he walks in with the "2 OZ DR PEPPER AND THE QUESO RUFFLES," Oh I love him even more now, as I chuckle. He sits the things down on the nightstand next to the hospital bed. He asks, before a quick smooch on my lips,"Is that all my queen?" I looked at him with a sad smile and nodded.
We had been here for about 3 hours now before a nurse came by yelling a code red and tell us when would receive a letter with our results. Landon looked very upset but he knew that I was to tired to put up a fight, so we just left. Once we left the hospital he opened the door for me and then got in the car. I watched his hands frip the steering wheel before he stared the car. "Baby it's oki."I say with a optimistic smile. He just sighed and kept driving. I knew that he kept quiet and was lost in his thoughts. With his hands still gripping the wheelie a maniac I looked or his right hand and placed it on my belly, while holding him close."Princess do you want to eat anything." He asked once he relaxed. I nodded my head. Before he could ask where I said "kimchi egg fried noodles and spring rolls, and ooooo with anything sweet and I mean anything." He lifted out hands together and kissed my hand with a soft nod.
Landon's POV
By the time we had ordered the food I could tell that she wanted to change food, but I also knew she didn't wanna tell me. I had secretly ordered pizza as back up, because she is stubborn at times and didn't wanna show defeat. She looked like she was eating something disgusting. "Baby just stop eating it if you don't want it anymore." I say before sighing. "Oh no bubby it's oki I will eat it." She says stuffing a chopstick full of food in her mouth. I looked at her and slowly started taking food from her. "Princess, I ordered pizza for you cause I knew you would want something else." She sighed defeat and pouted. "B-but you didn't have to do that." I continued to close the food as she looked at the tv to change it. "You do know I would've eventually ate the food right." She said before clicking play on coraline. "I know that baby, but I didn't want you to force yourself to eat something you changed your mind on." I say before pulling her close to me.
Ta'qouria's POV
About 15 minutes into the movie the door bell rung. "I got it." Landon said while heading to the door. I got lost in my thoughts about everything that's happened so far. I was to far into my mind I didn't realize that Landon was back. "Hellooo are you listening." He said while waving a hand in front of my face. "Oh sorry I was thinking." I say. "Ahh about what?" He asked while opening the pizza box. I sigh and grab a slice of pizza. "Everything that's happened so far, I don't know really." I say before starting back the movie. "No pause the movie I want to know what's going on in that brain of yours." he said looking serious. "It's fine oki, let's finish the movie please." I say before taking another bite.
I sat back watching the movie after downing my third slice of pizza and some ginger ale. I hope one day i wont worry about speed of things or the way things are. I feel as though I wont satisfy him as a lover, and the mother of his children and/or child. He probably thinks I'm fine as it is, but I always seem to make him worry about me. Its a back and forth type of deal with us right now. We just continue to watch as the movie goes on. I've also haven't been little for a while now and I feel like it's only adding stress to the problem.
I looked over to see Landon doing his nervous ticks and I could tell he was trying to stay calm. I built up to courage to pause the movie and look at him. "Bubby, what's wrong you don't see to be oki, you look nervous." I say before leaning on him. He put his arm around me and pulled me closer to him. "Baby, we need to talk about everything...from the beginning to now." He said in a low and caring tone.
I sat up and sighed. "Can we talk about it tomorrow, please I'm honestly tired . He says in a quiet saddened tone, "okay, thats fine." The movie played on for a bit. We were sitting there just looking at tv, not looking towards each other in any way. London soon got up in a part of the movie and said he had to go to the bathroom he would be back. I ended up pausing it and he walked out of the room. I was thinking, "Is he upset that I didnt wanna talk about that right now? Is he annoyed, mad, agitated, I worried...He didn't even kiss me before leaving the room, which I was looking forward to. I could really use the touch and the sense of love and care right now.
He eventually came back with another drink and snack after leaving the bathroom and me waiting like 10 minutes. He called out to let me know he was getting another snack and drink. I responded in a quiet tone myself saying, "okay" *in mind*~he must be mad at me he took so long to get back I wonder if I hurt him. I go to lean over on his shoulder. He pulled away at first, which saddened me. I finally looked at him and he looked upset and he then got up and said, "I can't keep this in, I need to talk. I need to know." I look up and say, "well I thought it was to soon, I just wanted to enjoy the movie and enjoy our time together. You haven't held or kissed me during the movie or when you went out the room. I could tell you were upset. I am sorry. I don't wanna end up arguing or changing the mood. I don't wannt to hurt you with what comes out."
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Princess (BWWM, DDLG story)
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