haikyuu! oneshot

tooru.o

oikawa is always reluctant when it comes to volleyball. he's more focused and hard-working than others. he stayed after practice to get better everyday. his serves, sets and occasional spikes are always at the top.

he lives his title as a captain.

he is happy with volleyball until he forgot he has you by his side. he disregard the fact that you waited for him on his overtime training. when you had to pick up the balls he used for his jump serves.

so, when he gets popular after beating karasuno, he didn't call and text you anymore. as if you never existed by his side. even when you tried to confront him about his behaviour, he often find excuses to avoid you.

on top of it all, it wasn't him who tell you he doesn't got time to talk with you, it was iwaizumi. you were devastated when he ignored you. but, from time to time iwaizumi had comforted you.

it was the feeling of guilt, when you fell for iwaizumi while you and oikawa were still together. but, how can you blame yourself when oikawa acted as if you were a nobody to him.

unlike any other day, oikawa had finally met you this evening inside the  gym when everybody had gone home. a sigh escaped his lips the moment he saw you.

"tooru," you voiced, breaking the silence. "it's over, tooru. you and me," you finally say the sentence you've been dying to tell him. "i know you love volleyball more than anything. more than me, so that's why i don't want to get in your way anymore."

your chest feel lighter than usual after voicing your hidden feelings. you saw oikawa released the ball from his hands and lets out a chuckle. almost as if he was mocking you.

"y/n-chan, are you telling me that my efforts to win is going to cause me losing you?" he asked. his eyes glaring at your figure just metres apart from him. it makes you feel nervous out of the blue.

"i didn't-"

"so, why are you breaking up with me?" he questioned innocently as if he forgot the times he ignored you. it irked you so much to the point you felt like you wanted to punch him. "i did it all for you y/n-chan,"

"i like iwaizumi-san!" you yelled. his eyes widened as you said that. "when you avoided me, he tried to talk to me. when i cried because you never text or call me anymore, he comforted me. when you were nowhere when i needed you, he was always there for me!"

your fist clenched tight when you yelled out to him. you wanted him to let go of you so that the feeling of guiltiness will not haunt you everytime you spent your time with iwaizumi. you wanted the closure between yourself and oikawa.

but oikawa thought otherwise. he gritted his teeth so hard when he knew you liked his friend. "i tried y/n-chan! i tried to play normally when i thought of you. but i was always distracted by you! i tried to ignore you so that i will perform my best during inter-high y/n-chan!"

you saw oikawa's lips trembled. "you are my worst distraction!" your heart broke when he said that. all along when you tried to support him, you are only making him bounded. when you thought you'll help him practice, you only distract him.

epiphany hit you hard when his words sink in. your blood boiled as you sprinted towards him and tackled him to the floor. "you shittykawa!" you yelled straddling his chest.

"break up with me you shithead! that way i'll never distract you anymore!" your fist clenched onto his collar, bringing his face closer.

"i don't want to!" he yelled back to your face. his expression saddened. his arms tried to pull you towards him. "i'm so sorry.." he sobbed. his eyes looking anywhere but you. he had liked you more than volleyball, the thought of losing you made him weakened.

"i'm sorry y/n-chan!" he cried as you fell onto his chest. you can feel his beating heart and his soft sobs vibrated below you. seeing oikawa cried made you feel even more guilty. even when you tried to end it all, leaving him this brokenhearted won't do you good. "please, give me one more chance.." again, those eyes plead you.

you almost forgot about your growing feelings for iwaizumi the moment his eyes met yours. his brown orbs mesmerized you caused you to reminisce the time you fell for him. you like iwaizumi, but the eyes of oikawa made your heart shaken.

"tooru, i like iwaizumi-san," you said again. staring at his eyes as it got glossy from your blunt words. "let me make you fall for me again y/n-chan, i promise-" his sentence cut short when you put your index finger on him lips, shutting him off.

"focus on your dream tooru. i just wanted closure with you. i don't want you to come crawling at me like this," you smile sadly. you got off his grip and stood before his laying figure on the gymnasium floor. "i won't be your distraction again tooru. if you'd like we can still be friends," you shot him a grin.

although his heart ache of not being with you. he felt free suddenly. you were true. after all, he can't focus on two things at the same time and this time he chose volleyball. however, he didn't plan of letting you fall onto other's man arms.

he will always chase after you.

"yeah yeah, let's break up y/n-chan," break ups was supposed to be a tragedy but to oikawa, his break up with you will be the trigger of his upcoming love story with you. he couldn't wait for the time when you'll fall back to his arms. with a look of determination, he said the words that makes your heart flutter.

"wait for me y/n-chan,"