Abused and Broken

Chapter 13

Mason's POV

I'm taking Liam to a Ddlb store to get things for his little and hopefully get him into little space. He was still shaking up about what happened earlier and I just wanted to make him feel better.

Liam's POV

Daddy is taking me shopping he says it's because his little prince deserves the best. But I don't feel like a little prince right now. I want to be little but I can't, no matter how hard I try I just can't. Everything was just so overwhelming. So I did what I did when I was stressed in little space...

I cried.

"Hey, hey why are you crying?" I tried to say something but I couldn't, my words coming jumbled up and incoherent.

"Shh it's ok, I'm here. Just breathe ok. Deep breaths. Try and match your breathing with mine." I tried but it didn't work. I was beginning to have a panic attack. "It's not working," I said panicking more. "Ok, no need to panic. Can you list three things you can see?" I took a deep breath, "um... Your phone, the wheel and um..." "You can do it. Just take a deep breath." " and you." "Good job baby, now how about three things you can touch." "I can touch the window, your hoodie," I said playing with the string of his hoodie I was wearing. "You're doing a good job, just one more thing." "I can also touch you." "That's great my little prince. Let's do one more. Now, how about you name all the things you want me to do for you." "Umm, I want you to buy me new things, to give me cuddles and kisses." "Is that all you want me to do?" "Yes. Um, daddy?"

"Yes, little one?" "Can you make me little? I tried but it no work," I huffed in annoyance. "Oh, but you sound little to me. I think you're already little," daddy stated. Which annoyed me more, didn't he listen? I said it no work. "No, it no work daddy," I said pouting. Daddy just started laughing. "Why you laugh at Li daddy?" "I'm not laughing at you. Your just so cute." I huffed, "I no cute, I big and tough." Daddy only laughed more and I pouted.

"You's mean," he finally stopped laughing "I'm mean? I'm sorry. But guess what?" "What?" I asked suddenly getting excited. "We're at the store." I gasped, "when did we get here? It like magic." "It is magic, little one." I gasped again, "daddy's magic." "Mhm, now let's go get you anything you want." "Anything I want?" "Yes, but there are rules, no running off, always hold my hand and no means no. Ok?" I wasn't paying attention but just nodded frantically.

Daddy came down from the car and came over to my side to let me out. Immediately the door opened, I got out and started making my way to the store. "What did I just tell you?" Daddy asked as he grabbed my arm before I got too far ahead of him. "Sorry," I mumbled. "It's ok just listen to me next time." He held out his hand, which I happily took and pulled him to the entrance of the store.

"So what do we get first?" Daddy asked when we walked into the store. Thinking of what to get, I began sucking on my thumb. When daddy saw that he removed my thumb from my mouth telling me it was a bad habit. "Come on we are getting you paccies first," daddy said picking a cart as he took me to the section for paccies. I chose two blue and white ones, one of which said baby boy and the other daddy's boy. I also chose a yellow one with a bee on it and daddy put three paccie clips in the cart.

Next, I got eight animal onesies, a giraffe, monkey, penguin, duck, shark, bee, elephant, lion and a panda bear. Daddy picked a few night nappies, sippy cups, coloring books, markers, colors and things for art and craft and I got a new unicorn stuffie.

Mason's POV

When we were done shopping I took Liam to the McDonald's drive thru to get dinner.

"Liam darling why do you want to get?" I asked as we reached the microphone. "Umm, water and 5 piece chicken nugget p'ease daddy." I frowned at that, I knew Liam was hungry but what he chose wasn't going to fill him up. "Good evening, we would like to get two twenty piece chicken nuggets please." "Ok, would you like any drinks?" "Um, could we get two chocolate milkshakes, please?" "Of course."

I drove to the window and picked up our orders. "Daddy, why did you change my order?" "Because I need you to start eating more. You eat very little food and always complain that you're not hungry." I said as I got back on the highway, heading home. "But if I eat too much I get fat and you no luv me no mo'." "I will always love you, Liam, no matter what. Ok?" I don't like that he is so self-conscious even in little space. "Otay daddy." "Good, now let's go home."

🍼At home🍼

Driving into the driveway of our house I saw a car I hadn't seen before but before I could jump to conclusions my mom stepped out of the car and it drove off. I face palmed mentally, how could I forget that my mom was coming home from her business trip today? "Daddy, who she?" Liam asked tilting his head a little as a parked my car. "She's my mom." "Your mama?" "Yes, little one, my mama," I said as tears started welling in his eyes. "What's wrong? Why are you crying?" He sniffed, "I just miss my mama," he said more tears pouring out of his eyes. "Hey, shh it's ok, your ok, I'm here," I said pulling him into my laps. "I know you miss her but she's in a better place now, ok?" "Otay," he said calming down. "But can your mama also be my mama?" I smiled at that, "do you want her to be your mama?" "Mhm," he said while nodding. "Why don't we go and find out, shall we?"

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Wasabi guys

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