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part 12

I finished reading the letter and it felt like my heart got shadderd into a million pieces. not because he was a deatheather but because he got abbused and he didnt tell me. i was still standing there shoked with tears running down my eyes. i heard the door start opening and i looked towards it and saw draco coming in with alote of snacks. but before he could do or say something i started walking towards him and gave him the biggest hug i could while i was crying against his chest. he seemed confused until he say the letter on his bed open.

He drpped evreything he had in his arms and hugged me back tightly. i could hear him start crying quietly. i have never seen him cry, it always seemed like he had the best life at home. but i guess  not. I then started remembering 2 weeks ago, he had came back from visiting the manor. he had a huge black eye and when i asked him about it he said some guy punched him on the way back and that the guy was high. it did seem a bit odd but i didnt question him because he quickly recoverd with help from his wand.

i then heard him say "please dont leave me he forced me to get the mark i didnt want to. he told me  if didnt he would kill your family and i couldnt let that happen." "draco calm down i could never leave you i love you to much to leave you but why didnt you tell me he hit you" i said inbetween sobbs. he seemed confussed like he was looking at a mad man. "w-wait are you not mad that i have the mark I HAVE TO KILL OUR HEADMASTER AND your calm about it how are you not mad show something please." ( i edited last chapter so that this makes sence.)

"im not mad  because i know you, your soft and gengtle. your not a murder and you never will be. you may think you are because of all the people youve bullied but thats because of what happens at home all the pain he has caused you, you were only putting it out on them."  his face was full of emotions i couldnt read his face. " now tell me why he hits you draco" i said in a sterdy voice trying to stop the tears that were threatinging to come out my face.

we were now sitting down the ground i dont know when or how he got there but we were. " my father isnt a kind father like most he wants me to do everything perfect and his way and if i dont he will hit me and everytime it gets worse" he said still sobbing. " it started when i was a kid. at the manor it was lonley so when father brought home dobby i played with him and told him all my secrets with every chance i got. he was the closest thing i had as a brother. but one day decided to threaten me saying that if i dont stop playing with dobby he will kill him. my mother tried to argue with him but like he does to me he also does to her he abuses her to. that ws only the begining it got worse when i arived at hogwarts. if i got a singe bad grade he would send me strait to the manor. but this year has been the wore out of all. you see the dark lord gave me the deatheater mark and wants me to kill dumbledore. when i told my father i didnt want to want to do the task he he put the crucio curse on me. I tried killing him i tried poisioning him i gave katie bell a cursed necklace so that he can touch it but that old man is to smart. he was suppose to be dead weeks ago but i can kill him i just cant. that when i met you. my father started noticeing i was getting distracted and when i wouldnt tell him why he would keep on putting the crucio curse on me. then all the deatheaters came up with a plan. there is a vanishing cabnet in the room of requirements and it has a twin in borgan and dukes. im trying to fix it but i cant its so stressing. i have to bring in  deatheaters inside the school if not the darklord will kill me and my family mabey even you. its all my faullt i shouldnt have you to be my girlfriend i put you in danger and now because of me hes gonna kill you and your famil and i cant do anything about it im sorry im really really sorry" he said

draco was hyperventilating, he was getting really red, he was still crying but now having a panic attack. "DRACO, draco look at me listen to my voice" i said while hugging him and trying to calm him down. i had never seen him like this, it as like he was pouring out all his emotions out, honestly it was scary seeing him in so much pain. "draco its ok its not your fault about anything that your father has caused and you dont have to be sorry for about anything because we are gonna go thru this together got it. i am gonna help you fix the cabnet ok. and i know your scared that if you do complete this task harry gonna die but hes not gonna die ok. harry like the mf ressurection stone. he never fucking dies. hes gonna kill voldemort and you will be free.

he looked at me like never before, like he just say an angel. "how did i get lucky enough to be with me. someone who i just relized   would ove me and be with me no matter what" he said. I know i should not have joked in a time like this but i couldnt  help myself. i dont know what did you do im way out of your leage." i said sarcasticly with a smile. he chuckled and carried me to his bed. "you promised me a move day remember" he said with a smile. we watched movies all day with all my faverite snacks that he went all the way to hogsmeade to buy. and for some reason i have never seen hom soo happy.

1096 words my longest yet!