Soudam oneshot book

father⚫️

AU: none
Despair au or non despair au: non despair

(yes i know there is already another part called father. this one is angst n not fluid so their different >:/

tw: abuse, parent sexualising child

kazuichi pov

i yawned as i woke up. i stood up and walked to my dresser. i pulled on my black jean shorts and a tattered black t-shirt. i yawned again and grabbed my beanie. i sighed and opened my door. i quietly walked down the hallway and down the stairs.

fuck. dad was on the couch.

i started to walk back up the steps before i heard him call my name.

"kazuichi!" he yelled. i cursed myself mentally and walked back down the steps

"y-yes sir?" i avoided eye contact.

"what the hell are you wearing?" he asked as he stood up and started to walk towards me. i backed up and shook my head.

"i-its j-just shorts." i stated, trying to make him from the topic. he didn't.

"yes but are you planning on wearing it out?" he asked

i nodded

"hmph. but if you wear that out then people will see more of my baby boy's body than i want them to..." he sighed grabbing my hand. he used his other hand to touch my hip.

"i-i'm just going to my f-friends house, f-father." i explained, trying to ignore his grasp on me.

"kazuichi. people will still see you, and some of them will think perverted thoughts of my baby boy..." he frowned, moving his hand from wrist and to my face. i nodded and whispered 'i'll go change'

i ran up the stairs and wrapped my arms around my waist.

i hate my dad.

i pulled the shorts off and stuffed them in my bag. i grabbed a pair of jeans and put them on, running back down the stairs and to the door.

"ahem. are you forgetting something?" my dad called. i flinched and backed away from the door. i walked over and hugged him and flinched as he pet my hair. he waved me off then i ran out of the door. i ran to a gas station and ran to the bathroom. i took of my jeans and pulled the shorts from earlier out of my bag, then put them on.

i put the jeans away and walked back out of the building. i placed my hands in the pockets and smiled. i walked to my boyfriend, gundham tanaka's, house. i knocked on his door and sighed.

he opened the door and smiled

"pink haired one!" he pulled me into his house.

i smiled and hugged him.

"hey, gundhaammmmm." i smiled, resting my head on his chest.

"hello, kazuichiiiiii." gundham smiled.

"isn't your father quite strict about what you wear, my dark prince?" he asked, touching the ends of my shorts. i blushed, seeing how high up on my leg his fingers were.

"o-oh yeah but i changed after i left." i explained. gundham nodded and picked me up bridal style. he walked to his room and placed me on his bed. i sighed and wrapped my arms around his chest. he kissed my neck lightly and smiled. i giggled as he started to play with my hair. he continued to play with my hair and pepper light kisses all over my neck, which really tickled. soon i felt my phone buzz

father

f- it's getting late, you should come back home now.

i typed out my reply and pressed send.

k- yes sir

i kissed gundham on the lips and left his room i walked down his steps and ran back to my house. i opened the door of my house and looked at my gather who was on the couch. he looked me up and down and his face grew furious.

oh god what did i do now. i looked at my clothes and realised what i did. i was still wearing the shorts from earlier.

"what the hell are you wearing? i told you to take those off!" he yelled, throwing me on to the floor.

"d-dad please!" i pleaded.

"please what!? forgive you for dressing like a whore when you know it pains me to know people could be perverting you in their minds!?" he yelled, getting ontop of me.

he started to place his hand on my waist and i slapped it away.

"don't touch me!" i screamed. this just pissed off dad even more

my dad grew angrier and he grabbed my hair, pulling me off the ground.

"you're my son! i can't have you dressing like this!" he said, shoving me into the wall. i started to cry as he wouldn't let me go.

he let my hair go and i fell to the ground. i started hyperventilating.

he kneeled down and touched my jaw. he smiled softly before punching me harshly in the face.

i screamed and grabbed my jaw. he stood up and kicked me in the stomach. i started hyperventilating even worse.

"go to your room." he snapped. i nodded quickly and stumbled to get on my feet. i ran up the stairs and ran to my bed room. i quickly locked the door and sobbed on the floor.

once i had stopped crying and hyperventilating, i stood up and grabbed a suitcase. i started to throw all my clothes inside the suitcase without bothering to fold them. once all of my stuff was packed i opened my window.

i threw the suitcase out of the window and then jumped after it. i just started to run to gundhams house.

i know i'm safe there.

(i hated writing this >:/

kill kazuichis dad 2020)