The day started out normal
getting up ,getting changed and eating breakfast all normal. meeting up with Daichi on the same corner walking by the same houses down the same roads, but it felt different. i'm usually the only one trying so hard to not look in Daichi's way but today for some reason he was avoiding me instead... when i realized this my heart dropped did he misinterpret my awkwardness for not liking him, oh GOD what if he did what if i never see him again what if he hates me what if...
i snap out of my panic when i realized we arrived at school we wave an awkward goodbye i head to class but i couldn't focus, i was so fixed on Daichi.
I mean hes not the type of person to be awkward hes usually so confident, at least he looks like it. OH GOD has he been feeling bad but i have never noticed.... AM I A BAD FRIEND! i snapped back into reality by Asahi tapping on my back asking "hey um, Suga are you okay?" i just reply "oh, ya sorry!" he gives me a worried look which makes me think, do i look like THAT much of a wreck? (yes, yes you do)
but no matter how much of a wrecked i look or how worried i am, practice with this crazy team still happens. just like every other day me and Daichi head to the gym early to set up which is again, VERY awkward.
i sweep and get the balls and Daichi sets up the net. yet again Kagayama and Hinata jump into the gym and fight on who got there first but this time Kageyama insisted he won "i let you win last time" Kageyama says "but i won this time!" Hinata protested "no i did" Kageyama fired back they argued back and forth until Kageyama had enough and threw Hinata across the gym me and Daichi look at each other concerned before i ran to Hinata asking if hes okay he just said "Kaaaaaggs" in a whiny voice
to our surprise Tsukishima walks in seeing whats happening and teases saying "well well well the king lost his temper took it out on the shrimp and worry his mother" i wonder what hes talking about, his mother isn't here? then i realize... oh he means me, oh well i wouldn't mind being Hinata's parent but why mom? wouldn't i be his dad? oh well. "considering almost everyone is here we should start practice" then i realize i was so distracted that i didn't realize Asahi,Noya and Tanka arrived.
(time skip to after practice cause i'm lazy)
practice is over i go get change and wait for Daichi so we can walk home. we walk all the way to my house Daichi waves goodbye before heading to his house. i go inside make dinner, do my homework and cry a little... maybe more then a little, i mean i might be a bad friend to Daichi and Daichi might realize that and never talk to me again i don't wan to stop being friends especially since i started liking him. i don't want to loose him.....
i cry myself to sleep and wake up with a headache, i'm so glad its the weekend. don't have to see Daichi.
*Ding*
my phone goes of i go to check, i read the contact.... oh god
sorry not sorry for the cliffhanger U-U
have a good day/night/afternoon :D