Imagine being Jared Leto's daughter (30STM/ Jared Leto Imagines)

Imagine visiting Jared on movie set

Imagine visiting Jared on movie set (1)

You're Jared's daughter, he's just making a new movie, where he plays a totally emotional cold and crazy killer. You always supported his method acting and even helped him to learn his text, but it was different this time. You knew about his role and also helped him, but you felt strange when he stepped into his character. You were always able to cope with it, but his embodiment of the killer kinda scared you. Your father never seemed so strange to you, he didn't show any emotions, and he seemed to be as cold as a stone. You knew it was his role, but it hurt you to not get any attention from him. You talked to him like always, but he didn't even care, he didn't show any interest or emotion. This has always been your biggest fear, not having your father. The tours were hard for you, but he called you every day when he was away and told you how much he loved you, but now? You couldn't watch him anymore, and left the movie set, looking for a quiet spot. You sat down behind the film studio, at first you didn't even realize that you started to cry, but when you did all the thoughts hit you at once. You didn't want to see your father like that, it was too much for you. All the characters he'd stepped into before were never that bad. He could always pay attention to you despite his role. It just hurt you, and it hurt even more that he was doing it unintentionally. Despite all that, you didn't want to tell him. You felt like you would let him down if you told him now, and you were not sure, whether he would pay attention to it, precisely because it was his role. You were scared you would disappoint him and you didn't want to ruin his acting or force him to step out of his role.Suddenly you felt someone grabbing your shoulders, you winced. "(Y/N)", you looked away, it was Jared, your father, but you didn't want to call him that at the moment, he's become so strange, even his disguised voice. You wiped your tears away, hoping he won't see it, but it was too late. "Baby, did you cry?" you felt your heartache for a second but you shook your head, knowing it was senseless. "Don't lie to me." You felt his hand at your chin, forcing you to look at him. You looked down, you couldn't look him in the eyes. "(Y/N) look at me, what is wrong?" That was your father again, you couldn't help but start to cry. You got scared when you realized that his hands were covered in blood. "Don't worry, it's just fake blood. Now tell me what's wrong." You shook your head, Jared wiped a tear away and wrapped his arms around you. At this moment it all became too much, you tell him how you felt and how bad you felt for that. Jared seemed so worried and held you tight while stroking you back. He sighted when you were finished, "Baby Listen, I will always be your Dad and that will never change, no matter what. This is just a role, we both know that. Did you really think I didn't care about you for the whole time? I knew that you were not comfortable with this role, but if I had known that it was that bad... (Y/N) I would have stopped earlier. I don't need to stay in character and I won't if it hurts you. And don't worry about me acting or anything else I do, you're more important than any role or even a tour. Okay?" you nodded sniffling and hugged him again. "I'm sorry Dad, I didn't know how to tell you. It was so much at once." Jared smiled "I know (Y/N)" he wiped the last tears away. Then you realized that his hands were smeared with fake blood. "OH MY GOD, DAD YOU RUINED MY SHIRT WITH YOUR FAKE BLOOD!" Jared laughed, "You should see your face Baby.". Your eyes widened, "Are you fucking serious Dad?" you couldn't help but also laugh.