One-Shots of Shit I Like

𝓟𝓮𝓽𝓮 𝔁 𝓣𝓲𝓶𝓸𝓽𝓱𝓮𝓮- 𝓡𝓮𝓶𝓮𝓶𝓫𝓮𝓻 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝔀𝓸𝓻𝓭𝓼 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓽𝓸𝓵𝓭 𝓶𝓮, 𝓵𝓸𝓿𝓮 𝓶𝓮 '𝓽𝓲𝓵𝓵 𝓽𝓱𝓮 𝓭𝓪𝔂 𝔂𝓸𝓾 𝓭𝓲𝓮 ?

Some producers are making a drama movie and the acting is a bit too real.

(Timothee's POV)

I sat there, my eyes stinging and the beer bottle in my hand. My life is such a mess and no one knows, not even my fans- I'm good at hiding the cuts, the tears and the pain even to myself. It all started the day Pete and I met, he was- No he still is, the love of my life. We dated for a year then it happened, the incident. I don't like talking about it, not one bit- But it's the reason for the bruises, cuts, and pain that I go through every day. All because of two people, Pete and Kaia- I should've known it wouldn't have worked and I would be hurt in the end, it's my fault I'm not wanted. My godamn fault I fell for all of Pete's lies, my fault I'm left hurt, it's my fault for everything that goes wrong in my life- I know it is. I can never face him again, Pete can't see he affected me, he can't know anything about me- He cheated on me, I don't blame him. Who wants me anyway? I auditioned for a series yesterday, so that's good I guess- I think they just pity my worthless self. I also had my sister coming over today, so I needed to clean up- I haven't cleaned anything since the incident, which was a year and six months ago. I got up, not even bothering to wipe my tears, the apartment was rather clean since I don't go out of my room unless I have too and I just have uber eats all the time so the kitchen was clean. I was completely unmotivated but if I wanted no one knowing about my mental state, I needed to clean up. I picked up the blanket on the floor uncovering an army of packages of food that were empty. I set my bed, remembering the times where Pete and I used to cuddle together- The tears started to flow and soon enough I was sobbing, trying to stop. I stumbled upon a broken picture of Pete and me, hugging and laughing- I miss those days where I could actually smile. I kept on seeing articles about Kaia and Pete laughing and being the best couple, better than Pete and me, I guess he's forgotten about me. I wouldn't be surprised, he cheated on me after all- I pick up the picture, the broken glass stabbing into my palm. I stare at the picture of me and the bleach-blonde boy who was smiling at the sunset, my tears falling onto it while I try to throw it into the garbage but I just can't- Fuck, I miss his arms that used to wrap around my waist, kissing my cheek and staring into my eyes with his caring honey-brown eyes after a long day of work, or what he called work- Little did I know it was time with Kaia. The day I walked on him and Kaia kissing on me and Pete's bed, I broke. My heart broke in half, my life was broken since that day- I need to move on others tell me, I try so damn hard but it's hard to forget such a perfect boy from your mind. By the time I'm done cleaning, my tears have stopped and I put on a fake smile, I hear a little knock on the door. I strode over to the door, opening it and being greeted with the face of my sister

"hey, little- What happened to the gleam in your eye Timothee?" Pauline asks. I fakely laugh, 

"what are you talking about? Pauly, do you want a cup of tea?" I try to deflect the question, I moved her into the apartment and she takes a seat on the couch.

"That would be lovely and don't Pauly me, what is up Timothee? What happened, why is the boy that is happy and joyful went? The paps might be oblivious but I am not" Pauline pushes me to tell her, I walk over to the kettle and make some tea. 

"I'm fine" I shrug, damnit I thought I was good at having a mask. Pauline laughs at me, 

"You are clearly not fine-" I interrupted by throwing something at the wall, 

"For fucks sake, I'm fucking fine! How many godamn times do I have to say I'm fine?!" I snap at her, Pauline widens her eyes.

"One actually convincing time. What happened, Timmy?" that's the nickname Pete used to call me, I wish he was here for me- Tears starting rolling down my face, I turn away from her hiding my tears and pouring the water for the tea. I bring Pauline her tea, having some myself as well- My older sister rubs my back as I try to wipe my tears. 

"Sorry, I'm such a cry baby" I apologize, Pauline laughs

"No, you are not. Dad didn't die for you to not be human and not show emotion, now did he?" She tries to comfort me. another salty tear escapes my eye, 

"No, no he didn't. But he also didn't die for his son getting cheated on" Pete doesn't love me, so why should anyone else? 

"Who cheated on you?" Pauline tried to hide that she was getting mad, 

"Pete Davidson" I mumble. Pauline caught it though, she pulled out her phone before I snatched it and hid it, 

"No, no it's fine" I sniffle. He can't know that he still affects me, he'll just make it annoying and over juice, his relationship, bragging it in my face. I got a buzzing feeling on my thigh, I pull out my phone and see it's a call from the movie director

"Hello?" I answer the call, 

"You got the role, kiddo," the director says through the phone, my eyes widen-

"And, you're going on the flight tomorrow" they were filming the drama in Canada, Toronto because the scenery was beautiful, apparently. I was smiling ear to ear, this was the first time I've actually smiled ever since the inncident- It felt nice, but it doesn't erase the pain though. 

"Yeah, fuck- Sorry. Yeah, I'll be there" I hang up and run to my room forgetting Pauline is in my apartment, I grab the pre-packed suitcase and puts some extra things into it. 

"Someones back again" Pauline laughs, I smile at her

"Yeah, not for long- But I just got the role for one of the main people in a drama series" I sit on my suitcase, trying to close it. 

*Next morning*

Pauline was still in my apartment but I was on the way to Toronto when I saw a familiar face, my face dropped and my eyes started letting out a waterfall of tears. I pulled up my hoodie hopping Pete doesn't notice me- What is he even doing here? I looked across the aisle and Pete was making out with Kaia, I looked down and I put my head in my hands letting out sobs. I was in V.I.P so I had some internet, they found a way to work it. I pulled my phone out and stared at my newest notification it was Pete Davidson was accepted for the role of one of the main characters in an upcoming series, uh oh- This was not going to be fun. I felt a pair of eyes on me and another tear escaped my eyes, my lip trembled and my hands began to shake. I tried to breathe in and breathe out, but it didn't work. I shut my eyes, another tear fell from my eyes creating a little puddle of tears in my lap. The feeling of someone staring at me felt familiar as if I knew this person. I looked up and there he was Pete Davidson staring at me while I cried, I glared at him and went on my phone. One text from an unknown number- open, I clicked on it and it was-

(Pete's POV)

I regretted it the day I saw his pain, Timothee got papped in his apartment with a beer bottle in his hand, passed out with tear-stained cheeks. The paps just thought it was another party, but I knew him he doesn't just get piss drunk without reason. That reason was me, but sometimes you have to live with your life choices no matter if it breaks your heart to see the one you loved the most in pain because of you. I could hear his mumbling in another video where a paparazzi was outside his door taking voice recording, everyone thought it was just an impersonator but it really wasn't-

"You are a worthless piece of shit, this is why he left you- He cheated on you and you're too naive to accept it" a clearly broken voice cried, then a couple of sounds of things hitting the walls are heard then the recording ends.