Dear, Hermione
I know what your thinking, why would Pansy Parkinson be sending me a letter so many years after we went to school together? Well I have some confessions to make. The reason I was so confrontational was because I was hiding so many feelings that I could never show.
Starting off, I never would have thought that I would have been a Slytherin. When I first got my acceptance to Hogwarts I thought I was going to be a Gryffindor. Both my parents were Gryffindor and they thought I had Gryffindor traits. When I soon found out that I was Slytherin I was so furious. It made me just want to be mad all the time and that's what it did. It mad me seem like a Slytherin even more then I actually was.
Secondly, I was always insecure. I constantly thought people were judging me. I thought that even my best friends would talk about me behind my back. I was so insecure that it got to my head. I started being so defensive over things that I would come off rude, even though that wasn't my intention.
And finally the last and most important reason I am sending you this letter. I never really liked Draco I liked you. I know that you and Ron are together but I thought I should explain things a bit more in depth. About in my 3rd year at Hogwarts I realized that I liked girls and that I wasn't straight. I thought that if I told people they wouldn't socially accept me. So I kept my feelings inside and pretended that I liked Draco instead to cover it up. This didn't help my case it made me take his side on everything and I started to personality mirror him and it made me look like a bad person. When really the person I liked the most was you.
I hope that this letter cleared things up a bit better and that now you understand why I was so complicated all those years. I hope this doesn't make things weird.
From: Pansy Parkinson
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Dear, Hermione From: Pansy
FanficPansy finally confesses all her feelings towards Hermione , and why All those years she was so confrontational to everyone!!!!
