Herein My Heart (Voyage Of Us Series #1)

Panimula

"Ito na, I'm still fixing myself. The fact that it's abrupt. Ano bang naisipan ng CEO na yan?" I immediately put my stuffs in my bag after a minute of putting some make up.

I woke up late and ate with that kind of news as my breakfast! This damn day. They didn't even disperse any notice. Mukha tuloy akong pagod dahil sa stress na nararamdaman ko.

"Anong kinalaman ng pagdating ng boss natin dyan sa past niyo ng ex mo. The hell Cee! It's time to wake up in that nightmare of yours, it's been almost four years. Just damn forget about that shit! whoever the hell he is. Uso sa panahon ngayon ang salitang 'move on'. You shouldn't missed it" inilayo ko ang phone sa tenga ko. I can imagine how stressful she is right now.

"Whatever" ngumiwi ako. "I'm off. I'll call you later pag malapit na ak--"

"Don't ever cut the c--" then I ended up the call. That's kinda kick-up. Sanay na siya sa ugali ko. Sino ba naman ang gugustuhin na may hindi na nga inaasahang balita tas meron pang sermon sa umaga?

I just wore a kinda short navy blue formal blouse partnered with black mini skirt and a black pumps, having my usual working bag. Hindi naman ata ako magmumukhang one-fee at a time woman nito.  Kinuha ko ang aking black coat at patakbong dumiresto sa sasakyan ko.

Almost four years of misery. At the tip of the process or still in? I don't know. Moving on is idiotic for me. This day is his special day, his birthday. Ang araw rin na sinagot ko siya. "Yes" means letting someone in your heart pero walang nakakaalam kung hanggang saan at kaya nun gawin and it's just so powerful, not even a joke.

Regret is nowhere to find now. It's  all mine. Ako yung pumasok sa isang relasyong na wala naman kasiguraduhan. Definitely whole of it. Blames? I don't know. All are possible but it may be unsure. Nakatatak na ata sa utak ko ang salitang 'uncertainty'.

Destiny drives up. Wala ako ngayon sa kung ano ako ngayon. Part of my damn life, eventually. Yes, I am now working as a finance assistant of a well known company here in the Philippines. Morcee Builders Inc. These damn whole engineering thing.

Owned and built by only a young engineer. I'm  not that sure basta yun ang bali-balita ng mga katrabaho ko at ngayong araw na ito lamang sya magpapakilala. Being a mysterious CEO. Akala ko sa teleserye lang ang ganito.

Sa America daw ginagawa ang pagpapalakad at may inaassign na lang na pinagkakatiwalaang tao para magpatakbo ng kompanya. Just so slur. It got me confuse so I'm here now trying to be at my best so that I can see with my own eyes who's the top of it.

Unfortunately, traffic really sucks! Kinuha ko ang earpods ko then I connected it on my phone. I dialed the number of Mandy even my system doesn't agree on it. I smirked. Baliw itong Mandy na 'to.

"Damn it Cee, where the hell are you na!" I almost closed my eyes because of that loud voice coming from my phone. Expected!

"On my way" I said with a low tone trying to reduce the stress I gave on Mandy. Ewan ko kung bakit siya ang na iistress kapag masyado akong mabagal sa ginagawa ko.

"On my way na rin akong patayin ka!" I chuckled hearing her slur voice. That's  ridiculous!

"Sorry, hitting will never be my thing" natatawa kong sabi. Wala akong lakas banggain lahat ng sasakyan na nasa harapan ko.

"Hitting? Pwede yan mangyari kung tatagalan mo pa." Sabi nito para mas lalo akong kabahan dahil malilate na ako.

"That mystifyingly CEO. Hindi man lamang nagbigay ng notice. Sino ba namang hindi malilate?"

"Come on Cee. He has the right! It's her company. Kung stress ka dyan dahil sa past mo? My God hindi na tama. Your own business is out of it"

"Tss" binaba ko ang call at pinaandar ko na ulit ang sasakyan ko.