Living without you {Narry}

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I am so sorry in advance for doing this to our innocent and happy Niall who doesn't deserve to be sad and heartbroken.

Niall's POV
"Niall baby, I've got a challenge for you."

"What is it?" I smile, looking up into Harry's beautiful green eyes.

"I want you to go 24 hours without having any contact whatsoever with me."

"Nooooo! I can't do that!"

"I'll give you lots of cuddles and kisses the second it's over. But you have to do it. If you don't do it, then no more kissies for you." He says, booping my nose.

"Okayyyyy." I pout.

"When does it start?" I ask sadly.

"Tommorow morning baby."

~ The next morning ~

"Love you Haz!" I yell as I watch him drive off.

24 hours. A whole 24 hours without him.

I go back to my room, tangling myself in the sheets that still smelled like him.

For a whole 24 hours, I did nothing but stay in my bed. I didn't want to leave and have his smell leave my blankets.

I don't eat or drink, nor go to the bathroom. I just sit, staring at the clock, watching at the time slowly ticked closer to the time I'd be able to see him.

I ended up faling asleep somewhere between 10pm and 12am.

I wake up at 4:30. 4 hours till I could see him.

I jump out of bed and head to take a shower, barely rinsing all of the shampoo from my hair as I wrap a towel around me excitedly, getting dressed once I was dry.

I rush downstairs, putting on my shoes, and sprinting to my car.

I pull out of the driveway, heading to Harry's flat.

As I pull in front of his flat, I notice many other cars parked outside.

Did he have a party and not want me there? Was he cheating on me? He probably shagged some other guy.

I shake those horrid thoughts from my mind as I stop my car, rushing up to the door and knocking impatiently.

I'm met with a crying Anne.

"Oh Honey." She sobs, giving me a rib breaking hug.

"What's wrong? And where is Harry?"

She releases me, looking frightened as her bottom lip trembles.

"Niall dear, he passed away just a few hours ago."

My heart stops.

"W-what? Your joking right? He's upstairs sleeping like always. He's w-waiting for me to come and w-wake him up r-right?"

"Oh honey I wish. He was dying of Cancer. We only found out yesterday. The doctors said he had 24 hours left to live." She covers her mouth, muffling the sobs that kept coming and never seemed to stop.

"He left something for you." She tries to smile.

I follow her into the flat, my vision blurred by the tears that kept flowing down my pale face.

"It's on his bed dear." She chokes out.

She closes the door behind me, leaving me alone with my thoughts and Harry's scent still clear in the air.

I walk over to his bed, where his favourite hoodie was neatly folded, a folded note laying on top.

I close my eyes, letting the tears fall faster.

"I did it Haz. I did it. But I should've been with you. I should've been with you instead of doing that stupid challenge." I sob out to nobody.

I open my eyes, picking up the note.

I unfold it with shaky hands, my tears already falling I got he paper, leaving stains all over the writing.

'You did it Ni. I am so proud of you. But now you have to keep doing it. I promise I'll watch over you. I will always be with you. I will never truly leave you. '

'Take care of my favourite hoodie for me will you? Wear it all the time and hug it whenever you miss me.'

'I love you Niall Horan. I will never stop loving you.'

I pick up the hoodie, holding it close to me as I let his scent flow through my nose.

"Please come back Harry. I can't live without you. Please." My body shakes as I start to cry even harder, falling to my knees as all the memories start to replay in my head.

I am so so so so so sorry! But guess what?! There will be a part 2 if that's something you would want!! Harry and Niall may or may not be reunited, and not in the way you may think!

No no no, Niall will not join Harry in the land of the dead, merely the other way around!

Let me know if that's something you want!!

once again I'm soooo sorry!

-Lizard

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