Living without you {Narry}

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Niall's POV
It's been 3 days since Harry's funeral. 3 days of nonstop tears. 3 days of those horrid memories from when we were together, smiles present on both our faces.

Now I just feel so empty. I feel like I'm not even living anymore. It's just a blur as the days tick by without Harry. I'm missing my other half. Without him, I don't think I'll ever be able to function properly.

I don't think I will ever be able to truly live life like before. And I don't think I want to. Not without him.

I turn to look at the blank wall, feeling as if someone was watching me.

I was sitting in Harry's dark room, on his bed, wanting to have his molecules that still float around his flat make me feel as if he's still here, and I'm just waiting for him to finish his shower.

"Hello?" My voice echos in the eerie silence of what was once a very homey place.

"Niall" a familiar voice whispers.

"Who's there?!" I look around the room as my heart rate starts to speed up.

"Niall it's me. I promised I would watch over you. I promised I would never leave."

"Harry?" I start to get scared. Harry's gone. He's not really here.

It's probably just some other person who is hiding in the closet and getting ready to slice my neck with a can opener.

Harry is gone. I'm just imagining things.

"Niall please look at me when I'm talking."

Maybe there's a slight chance that he's alive?

"Harry where are you?"

"I'm standing in front of you."

I reach my hand out, immediately bringing it back to my side as I feel it become cold where I had just touched the empty air.

"I can't see you." I whisper.

My eyes widen as I see a dark form starting to appear from thin air.

I could make out those curls that I loved to run my fingers through, and those Sea green eyes that glowed in the darkness of the room.

"Harry? Is that really you?"

"It's me Ni."

I launch my self at the figure, but falling right to the ground as I pass right through him.

Harry smiles sheepishly at me.

"I guess I should be solid if you want to give me a hug." I see him smile sheepishly through the dark.

"Yeah that would probably help." I grumble.

"Come here Baby."

I stand up, letting Harry wrap his arms around me.
I'm surprised when they didn't pass right through my body.

I lay my head against his chest, my face falling as I don't hear a heartbeat.

Now that I think about it, Harry's skin was ice cold.

"Ni I'm a ghost, you can't expect me to have a heartbeat if I'm dead." He laughs.

"So your actually here? I'm not having some weird illusion? I'm not going crazy?"

"No Niall, I'm actually here. Just as a ghost."

"Then why don't we go see your family? And the lads? If they can see you then I'll know I'm not going crazy."

"Sure. But in the morning. I want to cuddle with you right now."

I run to the bed, flopping down and getting under the covers, waiting for Harry.

He gets under the covers, pulling me close to him.

I wrap my arms around him, looking into his eyes that still held life in them, even though he was no longer alive.

He leans in, pressing his lips against my own.

They still felt the same. Soft and plump against my own, even though the rest of his body was cold like stone. His lips still held warmth in them.

His body had warmed up the longer we cuddled, and I thought that I could hear the faintest beat of his heart in the calm and quiet room.

I fell asleep in his arms, the scent that had been starting to fade the last few days becoming clear in my mind as I nuzzled closer to him.

I TOLD YOU THEY WOULD SEE EACH OTHER AGAIN!!!

Would you guys want a part 3?

Anyways have a great day!!

-Lizard

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