The One She Loved || Chrollo x Reader

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It was nice & warm on a Friday night & I was getting ready to go home . I just couldnt wait until I got home so I could take a relaxing bath . Ugh , I hate working .

Growing up my family & I financially struggled . Whenever we'd pass by stores & I'd see things I really wanted to get , my parents never had the money to afford it . It was lowkey hard on me seeing other children living their lives to the fullest being able to have anything they wanted , but its whatever . Nowadays I work two jobs so I can keep up with all my bills & also still have some money left over to get myself something .

During the morning until sometime around 3 in the afternoon I work as a restaurant waitress & at around 6pm till 11pm I head on to a bar to work as a bartender . At first working two jobs was tiring , but at this point I just managed to get used to it , so its not as bad anymore . The things I tell myself everyday to motivate myself to get up & work are ' you're getting paid if you get up & go to work ' . Im in it for the money you know .. since its mostly needed lol .

In school , I've never honestly had friends . I've been on my own my whole entire life & ever since my school days , I just decided to be independent . If you really think about it , its better off not having friends . I'd rather live without stressing over what to get them on christmas or their birthday & also live without those dumb arguments that friends be arguing over . I think its stupid having friends .. actually , I find a lot of other things stupid as well .

Being in love was never something that I was interested in . Its just as stupid as having friends .. like why stress over somebody who might leave you at some point . Why risk the chance of getting hurt rather than to not risk that chance you know .. ? I don't understand people .

My parents got divored when I was around the age of 11 . Our family went from being so loving to being so toxic & I just couldnt take it anymore . During those times , I had hit depression . There were countless nights where I'd stay up crying while my parents were in the other room arguing about the stupidest things . It hurt watching my family fall apart little by little . I wouldnt eat as much anymore , I wouldnt be as excited as I used to be to do things anymore , I just felt so drained & empty . It wasnt until one day that my parents went from arguing to actual physical fighting & my mother got badly injured by my father which caused him to get locked up in jail for domestic violence .

I was happy .. happy that all this arguing finally stopped , but I still wished that my family could come together again & be like how we used to be .. all happy & to keep it that way forever .. but I know that'll be a wish that'll never be granted .

( sorry if this was a little short , these were just some things to know about y/n )