Sathurday December 22nd
12h05 am | Kageyama's House
You should call your friends... You need to talk about your feelings...
He's right, but how do I explain to my bestfriends how I just tried to kill myself.
"Let me just text them..." I say as I type and send my message to the group chat.
Kageyama
Guys... I fucked up. I need help.
Oikawa
KAGEYAMA WHAT DID YOU DO!?
Nishinoya
Oh god no...
I'm omw please hold on!
Oikawa
I swear if your dead by the
time I make it there I'll bring
you back and beat your ass!
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I sigh and stay there laying on the floor, I look at my jaguar, I guess if they know I don't care... I trust them not to hurt him. I gently pet his head, making him purr. What a pleasant noise. I stop when the door gets slammed open and two people run in. I hear them gasp as they see the scene, I'm laying on my back not moving, a broken glass of water with over 20 advils on the ground. I hear Nishinoya starting to sob as Oikawa screams my name.
"KAGEYAMA PLEASE BE ALIVE!" He yells kneeling next to me as I sigh.
"Yeah I am... He stopped me from swallowing most of them... I was a second away from gulping them all down..." I said pointing at the deadly dose of pill.
He sighs and pulls me into a hug, crying on my shoulder, I didn't feel anything but pure emptiness, so I didn't hug back.
"Kags w-why? Why did you cut ties!? We haven't heard from you in a month... Then this shit!? Did you plan all of this!?" Nishinoya cried out as I sighed.
"Yes, I planned to kill myself before 12 am so that I wouldn't age and celebrate my birthday without her... But I got sentimental and messed up my timing, I tried to rush it but he made be cough them out." I said pointing at my jaguar.
"Holy shit! YOU HAVE A JAGUAR!? THAT'S A MYTHICAL SPIRIT!!!" He yelled as I nodded.
"Thank you great spirit for saving him..." Oikawa said bowing to it as I rolled my eyes.
Can you ask them to act normaly... I'm not that special and it's making me uncomfortable...
"Oi! you two stop! Your making him uncomfortable!" I said as they both gasped.
"What!?" I said confused.
"It's just... That sounded like the Kags we knew..." Nishinoya said smiling.
"Anyways... I need help cleaning everything, plus I swallowed some of them, so I need you guys here to watch over me... I kinda feel dizzy, but it was only 4 or 5 of them... It shouldn't kill me... But for his safety I need you here... If you don't mind..." I said as they nodded.
"What do you mean for his safety?" Nishinoya said confused.
"Well if I die they die... If I hurt they feel my pain and I feel theirs right?" I say as they widen their eyes with realization.
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Fatefull Jaguar
Fanfiction⚠️Warning⚠️ Contains: Smut Mpreg Suicide Self harm Depression Cussing and Mature language ⚠️Viewers discretion is advised ⚠️ Kageyama is the best setter around, every middle school wanted him, on his 3rd year, he gets benched due to his awfull tempe...
