Prey [ h.s ] (on hold)

Chapter 4

"passed the ball to Laura and the game continued as we kept the same order. We had a great time, I haven't enjoyed myself so much since I moved. I did have great fun with my ex roommates but I felt like they didn't mean to include me.

I remember once they left me alone at the house we were living and didn't tell me anything, basically they were out the whole day without me. I'm not like my old self anymore why does no one want to socialize with me? Honestly, it's so annoying.

No one thinks about change, no one thinks about how people can grow out of bullshit over the years and it's truly sad. All we need is time to think about our mistakes."

I suddenly began to have flashbacks to the old days, when me, Laura and a few of our friends lived together. We had great memories together, it was a fun time. But the idea of actually living all together was just not working. We lived in a flat in Canada because one of my friends is from there and we basically did all of this for her, it was her idea.

At the time, she was living with her parents but she decided to move in with us. It was a flat way far away from her parents house. We have always planned on moving in together with friends for so long, we couldn't miss this opportunity. We all had enough money, so we all went along with the plan. Also, this was on Summer of 2018, we were all free. After two years of living with my roommates, we all noticed how bad this was going.

We didn't have much care for the apartment we were living in, and we would always get evicted. Some of us got into fights with each other, either due to personal reasons or one of us just wasn't paying the rents and stuff like that. We were loud... really loud. I felt bad for our neighbors, it would be three in the morning and we would still be up doing shit.

We did not sleep at all, that was what was really making me want to give up. I remember we had this massive road trip that was the best thing about it. It was so much fun. Literally, the only good thing about this period of time was that trip, the rest was a complete disaster. Anyways... the trip was quite a long one. We came all the way from Canada to California.

Basically everyone went, everyone was so exited for it. I used to be driving all the time, as weird as it sounds I love driving. I think it's probably because I get to control the aux, I remember how crazy I went for the music and how distracted I would get sometimes. We almost got pulled over thousands of times for going too fast and driving unsafely.

The other ones barely drove, it was mostly me. Sleeping? I didn't get any, I would stay up every night while the others were asleep. It was so peaceful, driving around during the night in silence. I would normally plug my earplugs in and listen to music. I liked to listen to chill, calm kind of quite songs while driving.