hey y'all.... its been a while lmao.. while i'm sure you guys probably won't read this, even though even after all this time i still got notifs from some of u hearing u put this book in your shelves ayyyy!! I came back for a bit to vent lmao- no even after all this time i'm not doing well... i mean yes i had some good time but i think my life is falling apart- i enrolled in a great high school and everyone praised me for it bc its a really hard school...and guess what...i'm failing lmaooooo- nonetheless i am failing and im older than my class mates because no i didn't fail a class before but i had to retake a class because i was new in the country and i didn't know the language so they thought it'd be good for me to go one year lower- so that means that i do not have a second chance of redemption if i fail high school now! My mom told me I should switch schools, like my initial plan before completely failing I thought I was going to finish the 5 years and go to a great acting academy and having nice and dandy life...well now everyone thinks i'm not gonna make it and that I should switch schools and go there for 3 years and if i need another year i'll just pick a school and go a year there. Now, why do I have a problem with that? Well...you see hah. I am SO embarrassed LMAO. Everyone thought i was so amazing for getting into the school yet here I am, school didn't even start and i'm failing, not only that but my language here still isn't that great and i have social anxiety and the thought of switching schools AGAIN and going through the painful process of meeting new people and having fear of will they like me or will they not absolutely haunts me... i also made friends in my current school and i like them and im probably going to lose contact with them :( im a really shy/quiet person irl and people tend to stay away from me and well i do push people away sometimes but i do want friends! I mean I do have friends and all but they don't feel like friends ya get what i mean? Well yeah anyways here's the meme y'all wanted LMAOO
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