the boy in my house

spongebob

I went to class thinking or mostly hoping not to run into Jackson but we all know that wasn't going to happen.

"Hey Jones!" he said running from one end of the hall to catch up to me.

"What do you want."

"I wanted to ask if you wanted to skip school and talk about what happened last night." he said giving me puppy dog eyes.

"No." I simply said I don't have anything else i could've said or at least wanted to say.

"Pwese." he said sliding down on the ground on to his knees.

"I will be good, I promise."

I looked at him like he was crazy, but it made me laugh.

"okay fine but only this one time."

He grabbed my hand and started to jump up and down.

"okay then we'll let's get going." he said this a smile to it.

He had to make a run for it cause most of the teachers saw us, but it didn't look like they cared that much.

we finally made it into the car, and immediately as we sat down he started talking.

"Hey so about last night...."

"Listen I liked it, I like you." I said with my whole body tense I was scared of what he would say or do.
I don't don't ever catch feelings for someone but i guess i decided somewhere along the lines that i liked him. It just didn't make any sense.

"Finally." he said as he leaned in closer to me ,he layed his hand softly on to the left side of my face. He put his thumb onto my lip and pulled me into him, and that one kiss made me realize how much i really did like him.

"i've been waiting for you to say that." he said biting his lip.

"Do you know what your getting your self into though." he said to me, I didn't really understand what he meant by that but in this moment thats what future Ryan will have to deal with.

"I don't know, but I don't care." I said back to him.

We spent a good amount of time just sitting in the car making out. His lips pressed against mine, his heat becoming mine and mine becoming his.

"I like you too jones." he said to me when he pull away from him.

"Can't wait for tonight." He said with mother wink.

Honestly I had no idea what he meant by that but I was here for it every moment spent with him I was ready for.

We decided to drive to the house cause my mom wouldn't be home. And I didn't care if chris was there or not.

He held me hand and lead me up the stairs to his room. The whole way up we kept eye contact.

As we make it up to his room he starts to take off my shirt off as it slides off, I pull into him and take off his shirt.

I look down and smile you can see every individual indent of his muscles all over him abs, arms, back, and neck all covered in muscle.

And as he's kissing me. Once, twice, until I've had a taste and realize I'll never have enough. He's everywhere up my back and over my arms and suddenly he's kissing me harder, deeper, with a fervent urgent need I've never known before.

He bent down, his lips against my cheek, brushing it lightly—and still that light touch sent shivers through my nerves, shivers that made my whole body tremble. "If you want me to stop, tell me now," he whispered. When I still said nothing, he brushed his mouth against the hollow of my temple. "Or now." He traced the line of my cheekbone. "Or now." His lips were against mine

"Or—"

But I had reached up and pulled him down to me, and the rest of his words were lost against my mouth. He kissed me gently, carefully, but it wasn't gentleness I wanted, not now, not after all this time, and pulling him harder against me. He groaned softly, low in his throat, and then his arms circled me , gathering me against him, and we rolled over on the bed, tangled together, still kissing.

He tugged at my shorts waiting for me to stop him but I never did. All I could do was absorb the feel of him in and on me.

He had breached every one of my defenses, him with his clever hands and him and I focused on the sensation.

Yes I had done it I had sex with a boy I had lost all control will my hands draping on his body. Oh the hot flavor of desire I had when I was with him.

After we just layed there for about maybe 30 minutes after. With one last kiss that spoke of things left unsaid.

"Hey i'm going to get dressed before my mom gets home." i said smiling at him

"Yeah okay i should do that to." but before i could get up he looked at me

"Your amazing Jones.. you should know that." he said and let me tell you that gave me shivers down my spine.

I quickly ran to my room just to change. After i went right back into Jackson's room just to lay with him some more before my mom came home.

As we layed there he asked "Hey you want to watch something."

"Sure... wait wait can we watch spongebob please!" I know that's a weird request but it has a meaning behind it. Every time something happy or something I loved happened I would sit down and watch spongebob.

"I mean kinda odd but if it makes you happy." he said as he kissed my forehead. Laying together my legs where entangled with his.