Seokjin
I hate that it was a slow day today, it gave me time to think and my mind was all over the place, I wonder if maybe I should have said yes to Taehyung, it was just dinner. My text tone sounded...
Jungkook - Hi, I was a little upset that I woke up and you were gone
Jin - Hi, sorry we just thought it best we left last night
Jungkook - are you busy later, would you like to come over for dinner
Jin - umm, sure what time should I be there
Jungkook - The sooner the better
Jin - I was called into work, when I am off Ill go home, shower and head over.
Jungkook - I cant wait
3 hours later I was off work, it wasn't busy at all today, so at least I am not exhausted. I went home and took a shower, making sure to put my lavender lotion on. I grabbed my stuff and drove over to Jungkook's, when I knocked Hobi answered. "Hey Jin, welcome come on in, don't worry Ill be in my room, so that I don't get in the way", he smiles his brilliant smile. "No Hobi, you don't have to do that, I don't mind you hanging out here with us." "Aw thank you Jin, I have some work to do, but when I'm done maybe Ill come join you." "Good", I say.
"Jin, come in", Jungkook says from behind Hobi. "Come, dinner is almost ready", he says. "I am so impressed that you can cook, that is really awesome", I say.
"You know what Jin, you are like nobody I have ever met before", Jungkook says. "Is that good or bad", I ask teasingly. "Its very good, most people cant handle me and my needs, but you, you walked into my life and have done everything right, you are truly amazing and I am so lucky I met you", he says. I blush, "I'm the lucky one Jungkook." He reached his hand out and I took it, he kissed my knuckles and rubbed my hand on his face. We sat down to eat, "Jungkook, this is amazing, it's so good", I say stuffing my face. "Can I ask you something kind of personal", I ask.
Jungkook
"You can ask me anything, Jin", I say. "Were you born blind, or was it something that came on later in life", he asks. "I lost my eye sight around the age of 1, I had a very sever case of pink eye, some of the antibiotics they tried I was allergic to which made it worse, other antibiotics just weren't strong enough", I say.
"You got quiet, you okay", I asked reaching out for his hand again. He takes it and intertwines our fingers, "Its just, Jungkook please don't take this as pity or feeling sorry for you, because you have grasped your disability and you rock it, but I'm sad to think of a little Jungkook not knowing what his parents look like, or seeing the snow fall, you can't even remember colors at that age", I hear the true sadness in his voice, "I'm sorry, I don't mean to bring the mood down on this wonderful dinner, it is so delicious."
"Awww Jin, don't be sad, its okay, you truly are the first person I have let into my life that has actually thought of my feelings", I say smiling feeling him squeeze my hand. "Lets go have our dessert and hot chocolate in the living room, Ill put on some music", I say. "That sounds wonderful, shall I help", he asks.
"Nope I got it, go sit and get comfortable, there is a blanket in the chest by the fireplace." I walk into the kitchen and Hobi is in there, "What are you doing", I ask him confused. "I'm helping you, come Ill carry the tray for you." In the living room I hear Jin moving on the couch, Hobi set the tray down and said that he would be in his room if we need him, "Thanks Hobi", I say.
Seokjin
"This cheesecake is amazing Jungkook, I'm glad you cant see me stuffing my face", I say with a mouth full. He laughs, "I cant take credit for that, I bought it from a bakery down the street." "This music is so relaxing", I say laying my head back on the couch. "Jin", Jungkook says softly. "Hmmm", I hum. "May I kiss you", he asks. "Yes." I grabbed his hands and brought them to my cheeks, I brought my lips to his and when we connected it was so soft and sweet, his lips feel so good on mine, I didn't want him to stop. The mixture of cheesecake and hot chocolate on his tongue was intoxicating. He slid his hand down to my hip and squeezed it while deepening the kiss, sliding his tongue further into my mouth which I gladly accepted. He trailed kisses down my chin to my neck, while I tangled my fingers in his hair. he pulled me onto his lap and we continued kissing.
He slid his hands around me and grabbed my ass pulling me closer to him, I feel his arousal against mine and want nothing more than to grind my hips and feel him more, but I stop and pull away. "Jungkook, I cant be a one and done, I'm sorry, I really like you and it would kill me if you stopped talking to me after this", I went to get off his lap, but he held me in a death grip.
He rested his head on my chest, "Jin, you are not a one stand", he looked up at me and his eyes are so beautiful, you can see the cloudiness caused by the blindness and it gives his eyes a bluish tint, I could stare at them the rest of my life. "You know how I work, you know what I need, you make me feel normal, like I can see again, and it just seems to come so natural for you", he says quietly. "I admit I wasn't looking for commitment because I didn't think anyone could make me feel the way you do, nobody has ever treated me the way you do, you don't see me as a disability or some one you need to take care of and I love that about you", he says kissing my jaw again, "Jin in the short time we have known each other, you have become my everything."
The tears fell from my eyes as he reached up and touched them." "Don't cry baby", he says kissing my cheeks. "How can I not", I say softly.
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To See you Through my Eyes✔️
FanfictionJungkook is a teacher, who has an impairment that keeps him at home most of the time, his friends drag him out one night and it could change his life forever, if he could just open his heart.
