SICK ANGEL (HYUNLIX)

C. 16

- Yoongi's office room -

"Hemophilia too..?? Felix's blood doesn't clot normally because it lacks sufficient blood-clotting proteins. No wonder he always bleeding and once he bleed it's take longer time to stop" Yoongi mumbles and sighs as he read the report

He take another two reports and read it. He feels like he want to bang his head on the wall right now. Coronary heart disease and cardiomyopathy?! How is that even possible?! To suffer both of the deadliest heart disease at the same time?!

"Chances to recover from cardiomyopathy is like 5 to 10%... World is too cruel.. Really cruel" Yoongi mumble to himself

Yoongi rest his head on his office table. Suddenly feel scare, worry, and sad. He knows coronary heart disease cannot be cure at all. His nephew suffer from three deadliest disease at once? Isn't that too cruel?

"Chances to stay alive approx time.. 5 to 10 years if Felix strong enough.. I hope you are strong Felix ah" Yoongi whispers as his tears escape from his eyes

He feels sorry for Felix. The kid doesn't deserve to be this sick but manage to be strong, cheerful and smiling. He noticed that Felix is happy lately, he's glad about it. There's still piece of happiness in Felix.

Another sigh escape from his mouth. He raise his head from the table and take off his glasses. He read the reports again for the second time.

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"Hyungie..???" Felix calls out as soon as he opens his eyes, he feels tired again even though he just woke up from a nap

"I'm here" Hyunjin response

"Are we done?" Felix ask as he slowly sit up on the bed

"Yes, it's done about 25 minutes ago.. the scan took 30 minutes but you fell asleep" Hyunjin said, smile softly

"Oh, but where is Min appa?" Felix asks, tilting his head because it's only both of them in the MRI scan room, Yoongi is nowhere to be seen

"I'm here I'm here.. I'm just done checking the report" Yoongi sighs as he step into the room

Yoongi then proceed to hug Felix who still confuse by his uncle's sudden hug. He hug his uncle back without knowing anything.

"Samcheon.. So how it's it?" Hyunjin asks, sounding nervous about the result

Yoongi sighs and let go of Felix's small figure. He look at Felix and then Hyunjin.

"Felix ah, remember.. don't give up yet.. we still need you here" Yoongi smile softly

"Now.. about the result.. Felix is suffering from coronary heart disease, cardiomyopathy and hemophilia at once. Cardiomyopathy chance to be cure is 5% to 10% but coronary heart disease can't be cure at all the symptom can be decrease by the herbs and the approx time for him to live is 5 to 10 years, hopefully. Lastly is hemophilia, it's another rare dangerous disease. Felix's blood clotting isn't normal.. He lack of blood clotting proteins.. so whenever he injured or got sudden nosebleed it's take a longer time to stop.. if we don't stop the blood it will worsening" Yoongi explain to the two younger males

"Appa.. " Felix's voice cracks all of sudden, he just can't control his tears anymore

Yoongi immediately hug him again to comfort him. So it's true that he born just to be sick but bring happiness to his family in the mean time. However, he still have a reason why he want to keep being strong. He want to see Hyunjin happy.

"Just breathe Lix ya.. keep breathing for us.. we will always be with you.. you can't leave us yet.. You must be happy.. You make others happy so you must be happy too.. " Yoongi whispers as he rubs Felix's back and forth

Felix nods his head as his tears stream down to his cheeks. He doesn't want to leave them yet but he knows, lastly he need to go no matter what. He can't stay for too long, his system will give up, he know it.

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After Yoongi let both of them to leave the hospital, Hyunjin decided to bring Felix to a beach near to some famous seafood port. He's glad that Felix back to happy self again because of the blue sea.

"Lix ya, if you feels tired you can tell me.. I'll bring you home" Hyunjin said as he walk side by side with Felix by the seashore

"Hyung, I always feels tired.. It's normal for me now.. I don't want to go back yet.. I want to be here for awhile" Felix smile

Hyunjin smile and nods his head. He feels bad and sad about the result, it's turned out to be so cruel. Felix is the sick angel, an angel that who is sick but bring happiness to others.

"Lix, what did samcheon told you? I left the room earlier before right? Cause samcheon still want to tell you something.. " Hyunjin ask, he's trying to guess Felix's expression but he can't read anything about the expression

"Ah,.. About that.. I have less than 5 years to live" Felix blurts out

He gasps and look up at Hyunjin. He didn't mean to tell Hyunjin cause he doesn't want Hyunjin to be sad when he's gone.

"Less than 5 years...?" Hyunjin asks silently

Felix nods his head and stop walking. He sit down on the sand without Hyunjin noticing. He just want Hyunjin to rethink again, whether to continue to be with him or just left him alone.

"I'm sorry.." he mumble silently while looking at Hyunjin who still standing not far from him

"Lix, you don't have to be sorry.. It's not your fault to be sick like this" Hyunjin sighs heavily as he turn his body around to see Felix

He then proceed to sit down beside the younger. Is it selfish if he doesn't want Felix to leave him? Is it a bad thing if he only want Felix to stay by his side all the time?

"It's not selfish dude and it's not a bad thing. I think you like Felix" a voice whispers

Hyunjin knows it's Beomgyu so he's not really shock to see Beomgyu suddenly show up at the beach just to see both of them. Beomgyu can track both of them after all. It's normal for a ghost.

'Me? Like? Felix? Nonsense. I love him' Hyunjin thought to himself as he stare at Felix's side profile

'He's a precious gem that everyone wants.. but he's sick, so he's all alone all the time.. but now I'm here with him.. to accompany him while he's still alive'