SICK ANGEL (HYUNLIX)

C. 18

Felix open his eyes but only to close it again because it's too bright. His surroundings shines really bright. He had to adjust to the light so that he can see around.

'Where is this..?' he thought to himself and look at his outfit, white?

Few footsteps rings in his ears, he becomes alert and cautious. He doesn't know who is walking toward him but somehow still waiting for them to show up. He lower his head and quietly stand there, waiting for someone to show up.

"You are Felix right?" a deep voice asks, startling him

He raise his head and shock. The guy wear all black outfit, from head to toe but why he wear all white then? He tilt his head and look at the guy.

"Yes" he nods his head

"I'm Kim Taehyung, the leader of black angels but you don't have to be scare. I mean no harm" Taehyung smile

"But why am I here..?" he asks the older male, trying not to sound rude

"Maybe Yeon nuna helped you.. hmm, however you can go back soon. But it's not the time for you to go back yet"

"Who is Yeon nuna?" Felix ask, tilting his head in confusion

Taehyung smile and shake his head. Felix looks so clueless about who is Yeon. He slowly approach Felix, trying not to scare the younger boy.

"Felix ya, Yeon nuna is my nuna.. she is my older sister who helped you a moment ago. If she's not helping you, you are not here and still in pain. She took away your pain for awhile so that you can rest... " Tae explain

"Is Yeon nuna also a black angel?" Felix asks, tilting his head

"Yes, she is.. you can't see her but right now you can see me because your mentally in my place aka black angel realm.. we will help human if we want but we also can take human souls with us.. it's close to grim reaper jobs but our status is higher than them" Tae smile

Felix nods his head, finally understands what's going on now. He sigh softly and start to play with his fingers. He doesn't know when can he go back. He still can go back right?

"Yes, you can go back soon.. just wait until the time comes" Tae answer Felix's thoughts

Felix smile a little bit and look up at Taehyung. He just realized that Taehyung is taller than him but it's not the problem now. He just want to wait for the time to pass so that he can go back to consciousness.

"Follow me.. I'll show you a place!" Taehyung state cheerfully and drag Felix with him

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"Taehyung ah, who is this boy?" another taller man asks

"Yeol hyung, he is Felix.." Tae response, smiling widely

"I guess you are Lee Felix then.. I'm Park Chanyeol, Tae's cousin.." Chanyeol said, introducing himself to Felix

Felix nods his head, smiling. He doesn't know what to feel now. The black angels are all kind towards human or only to himself? He want to asks that but he doesn't want to ask stupid questions.

Three of them now actually in a super big garden, with every kinds of flowers. He smile and feel happy because of the flowers. He don't feel pain, tired or sad now but he knows he will feel that again if he's back to consciousness.

"Felix, do you know that your sickness are all deadly?.. You got a chance to meet us here only because of your sickness.. my sister helped you because the same thing happened to Beomgyu back then.. She found out that your sickness also same like Gyu.. " Taehyung said while looking at the flowers

"... Hyung, do I get any chance to stay alive? Do I get any chance to make other people happy? Do I get any chance to make myself happy? Am I able to make myself feels happy when I'm suffering?" he ask the older without knowing tears already flow down to his cheeks

Taehyung taken aback by the questions and feel pity for Felix. He can't really do anything with human incurable sickness. It's not easy for him take the sickness and throw it away.

He sighs and sit down on the grass beside Felix and Chanyeol. He's trying to find the answers for Felix's questions. He silently thought for awhile and look at Chanyeol for help.

"You only be able to make yourself happy when understand yourself and be true to yourself. Don't feel bad when you have to leave everyone. But feel happy when you already make them happy and yourself happy.. You can't give up on your family and yourself. I know you still have less than 5 years to live so if you wake up after this, please don't think that you are burdening them, they are trying to help you. Be strong Felix ah, you still can breath, don't wait until you can't breath to make yourself happy.. it's too late.. you should be happy.. not depressed.. your future might be not so bright but at least you come to the world to make others happy, you are their angel. But remember that, you are worth it. One day you'll be part of the angels or be part of the star that shines really bright... so now I want you to spend your time with them.. be happy when you are there with them before you become the angel or a star" Chanyeol advise while patting Felix's back softly to calm Felix down

"Thank you hyung.. I'll try my best.. " Felix said sniffling

"You should go back now Felix ah, it's time for you to go back" Taehyung said as he taps Felix's shoulder

"Close your eyes" Taehyung said and Felix just do what the older asked him to do

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Felix open his eyes slowly and stare at the white ceiling. He heave a sigh of relief, he finally back to consciousness. He wipe his tears and recalling the advise that Chanyeol hyung gave him few moment ago.

"Felix? It's 5am now, why you awake so early?" Hyunjin asks

He slowly turn his head to his left side to see Hyunjin is staring at him. Why Hyunjin also awake now?

"Oh, I.. I don't know hyung.. " he stutters

"You were crying a moment ago so I woke up because of your sniffles.. Are you okay baby?" Hyunjin asks concern

"I'm sorry.. " he mumbles and hide his face in the pillow, he doesn't want to tell Hyunjin anything about meeting those black angels

"Silly, you don't have to be sorry" Hyunjin sighs as he pats Felix's fluffy hair

"Do you still feel tired?" Hyunjin asks, smiling a little bit

"A little bit? Is that count as tired?" he asks, voice muffling because his face still in the pillow

"Yes, what do you want to do today? It's Saturday" Hyunjin asks

"I want to meet my grandmother but she's too far from me.. there's no way I can go to Australia right now.. " he sighs and remove the pillow away from his face

Hyunjin furrow his eyebrow while looking at Felix. Why so sudden?

"Why? Any reason of it?" Hyunjin asks

"I just miss her. It's been a long time, I want to meet her.. at least before I go?" Felix smile softly

"Hyung, can you promise me that you will be happy after I left? Be happy for me? Or at least for someone you love?" he ask

'Silly.. how can I be happy when you left me for forever?' Hyunjin silently thought and sigh

"I'm trying Lix, you don't know how I feel when you left me.." Hyunjin mumble and turn away from Felix

Felix frown and silently climb out from his bed. He tip toeing to his bathroom and lock the door. He makes Hyunjin sad or maybe mad?

"I'm so hopeless.. " he mumbles as he push a white wall in the bathroom, it's lead him to a small room

Yeah, his bathroom has a secret room where he always hide from his siblings as a kid. He spent most of his childhood time in the secret room. He also keeps all of his plushies in that room. It's like his little play room.

"Is he mad?" he pouts and sit down on the floor while eyeing his little play room

"I'm sorry" he mumbles and lifelessly lay on the floor