𝐒𝐭𝐮𝐜𝐤 𝐢𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐌𝐔𝐋𝐓𝐈𝐕𝐄𝐑𝐒𝐄 || 𝐊𝐓𝐇

𝐋𝗼𝐬𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐲𝗼𝐮

⚠️WARNING⚠️
mention of grief and death

staring at him in pure disbelief, my mouth hunged open as my tears threatens to fall again. "W-what" my mouth trembled as my words came out as shivers. Not believing my ears, even tho I knew what I did was very wrong.

I could've saved her, she was so innocent. But sometimes we're just too late and the very last thing that we wanted to happen turns into reality....and there is no way to reverse it, oh how I wish I could.

We just have to accept fate, it happened and it's all my fault. Everything came so quickly, it hits me like a truck speeding to me in the speed of light.

all the fear, guilt, regret and heartbreak, hits me all at once. I stood up but stumbled back down as the unbelievable information still spinning in my head.

My brain still trying to process the new information but it was just to much for me to handle. "Y/n" I whispered her name before dropping down on the floor as my legs turns delicate like jelly.

"I'm sorry y/n....I'm sorry sir"

I apologize as I move my gaze and attention to the guy in front of me who is y/n dad aka the principle. He has sparkling eyes filled with tears as they threaten to fall any second.

"It's all my fault" those words once again came out as shivering whispers. His tears finally falls creating a water fall, he sniffed as his sobbed got harder.

"C-can I at least see her?"

I asked with a spark of hope as I looked softly into her guardians eyes. "I really loved your daughter, I really did" I confessed before looking at him with trembling lips and red bloodshot eyes.

He soon nodded as my eyes widened. I slowly pushed myself up from the ground, collecting my left over strength just to see my love for the last time.

we got out of the interrogation room before starting to make our way to the nursing center. We went pass the hallways filled with hospital rooms with their names written on the doors. Then finally...

'Jeon Y/n '

I took a deep breath before entering the hospital room. The cold air greeted me as y/n was laying on top of the bed, all unconscious and lifeless. "The surgery didn't go well apparently and we lost her" a voice said behind me, I whipped my head around just to be greeted by her dad.

Sighing in relief, I turned my attention back to the beauty laying in front of me. Her face looks so beautiful but sadly...It's too late for me to say that directly to her.

"I love you"

Sweet, caring and calming words comes out of my mouth as her dad watches me with a soft gaze. I kept whispering, muttering 'I love you's' and hoping that a miracle would happen.

Hoping and wishing to hear her heartbeat as she comes back alive but of course, it's not gonna happen.... it's impossible. Her dad sat on the opposite side of me before taking her cold, pale hand in his, kissing it gently before rubbing her hand with his thumb.

His tear drops landed on the back of her hand as he sobs. "H-her funeral will be held tomorrow" he father said as I nodded. I lifted my head, wanting to say something to him when something else caught my eye.

My gaze shifted to my own reflection in the mirror as I saw it smirking. Again, this wasn't the first time it happened, but it really scares me, why is it like that. It mouthed...

'well deserved'

I shook my head before blinking a few times as my head kept telling me I'm hallucinating. Before I could do anything else, a guard came in. "Ok times up" he warned as he picked me up and started guiding me out of the room.

"No wait- Y/n" I screamed, not wanting to leave her side. I fought back, trying to get their hard grip of my wrist. My energy soon drained out causing me to fall to the ground, giving up as they dragged me out of the room.

They brought me into a room with a bed, sink and toilet. (Kinda like this) ☟︎

All throughout the night, all I did was crying and praying for her to come back alive and live the life she deserves. She became miserable because of me, her family and friends bacame miserable because of me.

And I did nothing about it, it's all because of me. I deserve this, being behind bars, crying of regret, guilt and heartbreak. The grief I felt was painful.
I cant believe I lost her, tomorrow would be a very emotional day.

losing your love is the worst pain you could feel especially if it was your fault...

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