Stalking My Fan

Chapter 58

"I'm just your friend. We are just friends."

Sakura's PoV

Friends my ass.

Yes, we are really just friends. We aren't even dating, it's just pretending.

Maybe, I have one sided love. My first love is one sided love. Unlucky me.

I wave at her, saying goodbye. She also wave at me but with her normal expression, not even smiling.

She looks unsatisfied with my answer.

She get in and I start to walk back to my house, no, I mean go back to walking to my car. I go inside of my car and start the engine.

We are just friends....

We are just friends...

We are just friends..

Why do this words keep on repeating in my mind!?

I stop the car when the traffic lights turn to red. I shook my head harshly, wanting to forget what I said earlier.

Sakura, remember this. You and Chaeyeon are just pretending, a fake couple, okay? Don't try to have hope or anything to her. It's one sided love!

I talk to myself.

Now, I think I am starting to become crazy. I think what they said are true, crazy in love. Loving someone can turn you into a crazy one.

I sighed before I drive again when it turns to green color.

I arrived in our house and park the car before I get in.

I flop myself on my bed, feeling how soft my bed is. It's relaxing!

But it would be much better if you could cuddle with someone.

Yah! Why are you talking again?!

(A/N: Sakura is talking to herself here. She is really crazy in love.)

But the voice didn't answer back anymore.

My thoughts suddenly go to Chaeyeon, all of my thoughts, actually, are her.

I am just a friend.

Nothing true. Fake couple.

One sided love.

That's what reality is.

Hurt. That's what I felt.

She deserves better.

I took a bath and change into my pink oversized t shirt and short.

Maybe, gaming can get all of this out of my head for a while?

I open a game on my gaming pc and start to play a game that I always play when I am bored.

I hope this would help me.

(1 hour later)

GAME OVER

Aish! When will I win this game?! This gives me more stress than relax!

Anyways, since I didn't even win any rounds of that game, I already fix and bring it back to where it must be.

I lay down and the bed is really soft.

Yeah, like Chaeyeon's boo-

"Don't you dare!" I said while I sit up and look at the mirror to point at myself.

"Don't you dare, you little!" I said again to no one, but myself.

"U-unnie? D-do you want u-us to bring y-you on the m-mental hospital already?" I angerly look where the voice come from and when I look at my right, Wonyoung got scared and eventually, hide to Nako's back.

Wonyoung, you are just going to hide but really? In Nako's back?

I soften my look when Wonyoung got scared.

"I'm sorry. It's just I am not in good mood." I told them before I lay down again, getting sleepy.

But something got me awake, like really wide awake, when Nako said something.

"Unnie! Are you just going to sleep there?! Chaeyeon-unnie is waiting downstairs!!"