(BEING RE-WRITEN) A wolf with a heart (carlos de vil x reader)

🖤kiss me🖤

I'm sorry it took so long to update and I have no excuse for it other than me being lazy.

_y/n's prov_

before I could even realize what was happening Carlos's lips where on mine. I was so caught  off guard before I could react he pulled away.  there was silence for a second before Carlos spoke.

"i-im sorry, ill go"  he said before walking away with his head down hiding his red face and embarrassed look.

slowly I realized what had just happened. 

"Carlos wait!" I yelled after him but he kept on walking away. 

I didn't want to run after him, it seemed like he wanted space. i walked back into my dorm and sat down on my bed and thought for a minute.  I had really messed that up, I should of reacted faster.  

_Carlos's prov_

why did I kiss her I probably ruined my chance and ruined our friendship, scratch that i definitely did.  she called after me when I walked out of her dorm but I couldn't bring myself to turn around and talk to her after I just embarrassed myself  so I kept walking. 

when i got to my dorm that I share with jay I open the door and see jay siting on the side of his bed.  as I walked in jay noticed me and looked my way. 

"there you are man, so how'd it go?" jay questioned. 

"what do you mean?" I questioned back.

"you ran out of mal and Evie's room after y/n when she left. so what happened?" jay questioned again.

I didn't know if I should tell him what happened or not. would he understand?

"I embarrassed myself." I sadly stated to him.

I slowly walked over to my bed taking my shoes off in the process and flopped down on it face down. after a minute I of laying face down in my pillow I turned my head to breath. 

"oh no what did you do?" jay said while standing up and sitting on the edge of my bed now.

"I kissed her and she didn't kiss back. she did nothing." I said in embarrassment. 

nobody could compare to the amount of embarrassment I was feeling right now. 

"did she say anything?" jay asked.

"no she just stood there." I said sitting up and sitting next to jay on the side of the bed.

at this point I almost felt like crying but I held myself together. 

"you should probably talk to her, you never know it all could off just happened to quick for her to prosses." jay said.

maybe jay was right, I should maybe talk to her but I don't know if I have the gut to do it.

"yeah maybe your right, I should talk to her but I don't know if I could do it." I explained. 

"you'll be fine man, I'm sure its a misunderstanding." jay said slapping my knee and standing up.

"what makes you say that?" I questioned him.

"dude she acts different around you, like when we went to her dorm so we all could go look for the wand, or when we were in the girls dorm you guys where starring at each other." jay listed the times she had acted different around me.

"maybe you're right, maybe it was a misunderstanding." I said

y/n did act differently around me than she acted around the others, maybe I just didn't give her time to react.  the kiss did happen fast and I did leave her dorm pretty fast. i need to talk to her so I stood up and headed for the door.

"are you going to go talk to her?' jay asked.

"yeah I am, I'd have to do it sooner or later." I replied.

I walked out the dorm i share with jay and head down the hall on my way the y/n's dorm.

_y/n's prov_  

i sat on my bed thinking about what had just happened, Carlos had kissed me and at the thought of it made my tail sway side from side waging like a dogs tail would. then I would remember that I did nothing when it happened like a fool and the swaying of my tail would stop and my soft ears would droop,  I had embarrassed myself.  with thinking about my embarrassment the room had gotten hot so I traveled to the open window and I sat on the window sill  with one leg stretched  out and the other was slightly brought to my chest so my arm could rest on it. the slight breeze coming from the window was nice on my heated face.  the sky  was dark  and the beautiful sun set was gone from earlier but the stars shined bright in the sky above. 

after a few minutes of blankly staring at the night sky I hear a knock at the door. 

"its open!" I yell to the person knocking at my door.

I didn't bother turning around I was to mesmerized by the stars. i heard the door open slowly  with a quiet creek along with foot steps coming closer. 

"hey  y/n, I wanted to talk." Carlos said from behind me.

as soon as I heard his voice my head wiped around to look at him. our eyes locked for a second before I spoke.   

"is it about the kiss, if so I'm sorry I don't know why it took me that long to react. I didn't mean for-" I was cut off from my rambling by Carlos.

"so you don't hate me for kissing you?" Carlos asked.

"no not at all, I would of kissed back but I didn't get the chance." I said wile standing up from the window sill.

Carols walked closer towards me as I grabbed his hands from his sides and held them in my own.

"Carlos." i said looking in his eyes 

"yeah" he answered.

"kiss me."

with those two words we both leaned forward and our lips met.