"up......ake up.............Y/N WAKE UP!"
Y/N shot up from her bed, very alarmed as she snapped her head side to side.
"W-What? Who ran over my fish?"
"I did. Now get up."Sestu threw a pillow at Y/N's disheveled face as she chuckled.
It's been around five years since they started college. Graduation was just days away and they would soon be going back home to Japan. They both lived in a shared dorm, plenty of space for just the two of them.
"What time is it?" Y/N asked groggily as she rubbed her eyes.
"10 in the morning. We have classes in half an hour."
Y/N nodded as she squinted and looked around the room. It was cleaner than usual, probably because they were slowly starting to pack up all their things.
"Can't believe we're leaving." Y/N sighed out, all the memories of the last five years replaying in her mind.
"Yeah, it's gonna be weird going back after all this time." Sestu muttered, also taking a look around the dorm."Remember when we had almost a dozen bunnies hidden in here?" Y/N laugh at the memory, Sestu snorting beside her.
"We got in so much trouble when we got caught."
"No no, remember when you slept with Danny and he-he." Sestu couldn't even finish her sentence as she started to wheeze.
"Oh my god, and he pissed himself in my bed." Y/N recalled mortified as she remembered waking up to the worst smell in her life.
"Dude when I had my study group over and you walked in butt ass naked." Y/N cackled as she fell back in bed holding her stomach.
"Well they better be grateful to be blessed with such a beautiful sight." Sestu chuckled, having no shame.
"You can't really say anything. You stripped in front of a whole ass teacher." the brunette wheezed as she held on to the wall for support.
"Oh my god! Don't remind me! I swore there was no one there! He came out of no where!" Y/N defended herself frantically, her face flushed red.
"I mean he is trying to fuck you." Sestu laughed out. Y/N scowled as she threw a pillow at her best friend.
"If he wasn't my teacher I would totally let him. I mean he's hot and he's only a few years older than us." Y/N told, trying her hardest to stop herself from smiling as she glared at her friend. They soon both bursted out into laughter again, Sestu falling onto the bed with Y/N.
"I mean nows your chance. In less than a week he technically won't be your teacher anymore." Sestu smirked as she wiggled her eyebrows.
"You're not wrong." Y/N chuckled as she sat up.
"When am I ever wrong? You should totally go for it. I mean you won't have to ever see him again which is a plus. And were not exactly kids anymore."
The last of her words lingered in Y/N's mind.They weren't kids anymore. They were 23 already. Where did all that time go?
"Sestu," Y/N called. Sestu hummed in response.
"I don't feel like growing up just yet."
"What do you mean?"Y/N laid beside Sestu as she sighed and stared at the ceiling.
"I mean it's just the whole adult life. Eat, sleep, work, and repeat. I don't want to do all that. I feel like I'm barely getting started ya know? I still want to get drunk at parties, and just drive hours into the night without having to worry about anything. Hell, I even want to travel the world. No strings attached. No work or a family to tie me down. I want to live my life without having to think about tomorrow. Just for a little longer."
Setsu stared at Y/N who was still gazing at the ceiling, a dreamy sort of look on her face. It was safe to say that Y/N is someone who refuses to be tied down. Maybe it's because she thinks a settled life is boring or just not for her, but Sestu knew better.
Y/N was scared of growing up.
"Hmm well you don't have to."
Y/N eyed the girl next to her with a raised brow.
"I mean, you still have what? 10,00 thousand dollars still saved in your college fund? You never used it since you got a full scholarship, so you can live off of that until you're ready."
Y/N had her mouth hanging open, she had totally forgot about that money.
"You're right. I can even invest some of that into a business."
Sestu smiled, she was glad to know that Y/N would still be following the career path she spent 5 years working for.
"We should rent an apartment together." Y/N asked Sestu with stars in her eyes.
"I'm pretty sure that was already the plan." Sestu teased, more than happy to still live with her best friend.
"Didn't you get a job? Where are ya gonna be working?" Y/N wondered as she slowly got off the bed to change into other clothes.
"I'll be a athletic trainer for a men's volleyball team. I forgot the name. Black Jack? Something like that."
"Really? I didn't think they allowed women trainers for a men's team. Cuz ya know, they'll try to fuck you."
Sestu chuckled as she put her cold feet on Y/N's bare back, earning a shriek.
"My dad hooked me up. He would normally get a guy, but he knows I'll get shit done and not get distracted."
"He's right about that. You have zero tolerance for guys."
"Yep, they always waste my time anyways."
Y/N hummed in agreement as she finished getting ready.
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