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i honestly can't move on the last chapter i wrote

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i honestly can't move on the last chapter i wrote... it's just too much for my imaginative brain to even digest when i was thinking about it for the past nine months skdhdvdb.


and yes, this story was plan since january (publish the prologue at jan 10 too-) but i started writing chapters on june and here am i- crying when this story is slowly ending, enjoy!









"Why didn't he come over at my mom's funeral and leave me all alone in that world." you whimper, sucking out whimpers since you were crying for hours now.




Ever since you and Doyoung went back home, after everything had happen last night. You really was so shock and mad at him, you were in an emotional mess too. Happiness, sadness, anger, guilty and shock was taking over you, making you overwhelm on the information. Doyoung saw how overwhelm and shock you are, in which, he also is. But, instead of questioning on why didn't everyone told him that he was adopted, he disregard his own feelings just for you, asking of on how you feel and telling you he's all ears whenever you're ready. You weren't really in the mood and had the guts to speak and he knows it. Doyoung ended up leaving you alone for the whole night and now.




You flip your body over, facing the wall as you let out your nth sigh. You had so many questions about him and yet he never did explain any of it since you were so stupid and overwhelm to even hear his own side but again, you couldn't blame your anger and your whack emotions for you to be at this state now.





You couldn't handle resisting your whimpers and let it all out, sniffing as your tears flow freely down your cheeks. You felt betrayed by your own father, why didn't he let you know that he exist? is it because he's a vampire? is it because he never cared at you at all?




You just want answers, that's what you badly need right now.




You volume down your loud sobs when someone open the door, signaling someone came in. For the past hours, Kun was the first one to knock at the door and ask if you were okay. You didn't answer and the silence made him understand what you're really feeling making the older tell you to go downstairs to eat. The next knock after two hours if from Yangyang, the tone of his voice was really sad upon saying how he miss to play with you and telling you to eat since, you barely eat at all. Like Kun, you also gave the younger a cold silence. The younger let out a sniff and told you that he believes you'll surpass whatever you are feeling. And lastly, who was annoying you for the last three hours was Ten. You get how he was trying to cheer you up but it didn't do anything but you brutally annoy you. You asked him to leave you alone and yet, he does but after another twenty minutes he goes back and does the same thing, in a whole cycle.


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