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"so where are we going?" felix looks at chan who starts walking away from the apartment building.

"just follow me" chan says, felix just stays silent and follows him.

they approach what looks like an ice rink.

"ice skating?" felix looks at chan.

"yeah, I come here a lot and I wanted to take you so here we are" chan says and felix nods.

they enter and felix looks around at the people ice skating, there were people of all ages having fun.

"I actually should tell you I don't know how to ice skate" felix looks at chan.

"I'll have to teach you then, come on" chan grabs the ice skates he was given and he hands felix his.

when they get onto the rink, chan was completely fine, while felix... well wasn't.

he kept falling the more he tried.

"you're trying too hard, start out slow" chan helps him up.

he holds onto chan as he starts moving his feet across the ice, and of course he falls again.

"this is no use" felix crosses his arms and chan chuckles.

"come on try again" he helps him up.

he goes in front of him, he holds onto felix's waist, he allows him to start moving his feet across the ice.

"okay just go slow and move your feet when I tell you" felix nods.

"left, right, left, right...." he looks into his sparkling eyes as he repeats the movements.

"there you're getting it, try going a little faster" felix goes faster, chan smiles at his improvement.

"good... good keep going!" felix eventually gets the hang of it and now they're both ice skating together.

they both exchange smiles back and forth from time to time as they enjoy the time they're spending together.

"you got very good at it fast" chan says.

"well I had a good teacher" felix says and he chuckles.

"true that" he says and felix rolls his eyes.

suddenly his right arm started hurting from when he kept falling.

"you okay? here let me see" chan goes to touch his arm but felix shakes his head.

"why? are you scared?"

"no..."

"then let me see come on" felix just keeps shaking his head at him.

"aish fine just deal with it then" chan skates away from him.

"chan wait" felix tries to go after him but he falls again and lands on the same arm that hurts, he starts whimpering in pain.

chan turns around and goes back over to him.

"come on let me see" chan ignores felix and lifts his sleeve up, he sees bruises and red marks over his arms.

"are these from when you fell?" chan looks at him, he shakes his head.

"I.... I.... have an abusive dad" felix says and chan hugs him.

"I'm sorry" chan says.

"don't be... I don't want anyone feeling pity for me"

"well you don't deserve that... and you shouldn't be afraid to tell me anything about you okay?" felix nods.

"there's some other things that have happened to me..."

"come on, let's go get something to eat and we'll tell each other everything about us hm?" felix nods and gets up.

they go to the food court and sit down in an empty booth.

"lets play 20 questions" felix says and chan nods.

"okay question 1, why are you a bully? I mean... you can't just suddenly be one there has to be something that caused it" he looks at him.

"well.... I guess I just wanted people to feel how I've felt my whole life.. miserable"

"what's happened to make your life miserable?" felix asks.

"I'm pretty much invisible to my parents, they ignore me about everything. it's like I get beat up and knocked out"

"I wish I was invisible to mine" felix looks down.

"well you'll never be invisible to me" chan says and felix chuckles.

"you won't be invisible to me either" they exchange smiles.

"question 3, why are you so cute?" chan asks and felix giggles.

"stop it, I'm not" he looks down and chan lifts his head up.

"yes you are" he leans over the table and gives him a peck.

"whatever let's just continue. question 4, why did you move away from australia?"

"my parents wanted to just get away from there, they wanted to be in a different atmosphere. I'll ask you the same as number 5"

"well... there were these people who were close with my parents, my dad abuses me so one day they saw it but we moved before they could do anything about it" chan holds his hand.

"question 6, what's your biggest fear?"

"I think.... losing the ones I love"

"aww the bully bang chan has a soft side" chan rolls his eyes while felix laughs.

"question 7, what other things happened to you?" chan asks.

"I'll tell you that answer when there isn't many people around" felix says, chan looks around and he nods.

"let's go then" chan gets up and felix follows him.

they leave the rink and start walking around the area.

"I tried killing myself about a year ago, which you know already. but I've also tried many times before that but I couldn't do it" chan looks at him.

"well don't try it again, because I'll be there to stop it again" felix nods.

"a lot of things have changed since then anyway, I didn't have any friends before, my parents treated me like shit. but my dad left us a little bit before I attempted, so things haven't been as bad at home. then when I came here everything changed like I wanted it to. nobody ever cared about what I wanted, nothing ever happened when I wanted. but for the first time in my life I got what I wanted, a second chance at life. that's because of you" chan smiles and hugs him.

"good, I'm glad things are okay now" chan says and felix smiles.

"me too. come follow me" felix grabs his hand and starts walking.

"where are we going?" chan asks.

"you'll see" they approach some kind of forest, felix walks into it, chan didn't know what was going on.

then they stop at what was a lit up place, there was a bench, lights, and a tent.

"what is this place?" chan asks.

"this is where I always would go when I don't want to be around anyone, to get away from my parents and bullies" felix sits on the bench.

"well you can come to me now" chan sits next to him and he nods.

"ugh I just want to stay here and not go home" felix says and chan chuckles.

"me too"

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