help me. ✔️

12 <3

WARNING ⚠️
y'all might wanna bring the tissues for what happens right now

felix's eyes opened slowly, he was in an unfamiliar place.

"you're awake!" he heard the voice of his mom speaking, he turns his head to see her sitting next to him.

and, she slaps him.

"you think it was funny scaring me like that!?" she speaks again, while felix's eyes widen.

"what...."

"don't you dare do something like that again!" she keeps speaking, while felix still remains confused.

"talk to me!"

what is going on!?

don't tell me......

"I know things haven't been easy for you... but that doesn't mean you should kill yourself, there are people who love you. I do... don't leave me-"

"what happened?"

"what do you mean 'what happened?' you fucking tried to kill yourself!" she slaps him.

"no... no..... mom. can I tell you something? promise you will believe me"

"of course honey" she says and felix nods.

"this already happened. I already experienced this"

"what?"

"I'll prove it to you! the guy who stopped me from hitting the ground when I jumped off the roof had the initials bc on his backpack. he wears white shoes, his name is bang chan. and what you were gonna say before I cut you off was 'your father might not have cared about you but I do'"

"I.... I don't believe this..."

"you have to believe me mom! I went to a new school I befriended a guy named jisung who's friends with my brother minho whom I don't remember meeting before that, there's a school bully named bang chan who was the guy that caught me when I jumped off the roof, we became a couple after I found out and then we went on a date and-"

"you.... you're serious...."

"very"

"let's go home and we'll figure this out" she says, felix just nods.

that must mean nobody remembers me

minho doesn't remember me.
jisung doesn't remember me.
chan doesn't even remember me.

...

"felix can I come in?" she knocks on felix's door.

"fine" he sits up on his bed and wipes his eyes as she opens the door.

"how are you doing?" she walks into the room.

"what do you think?" he just keeps letting the tears fall down his cheeks.

"don't cry honey, we'll figure this out" she says and he shakes his head.

"they won't remember me, they don't know I exist" he says, she sits on the bed next to him and lets him cry in her shoulder.

"we will figure this out, I promise"

"how can I just suddenly wake up and everything that happened to me is just gone?" he keeps crying.

"I don't know honey"

then he sits up, and his eyes get bigger.

"it happened when dad came back"

"he came back!?"

"yeah, and he threw me out the window, that's all I remember. oh my god! he must have got rid of your memories!" he stands up.

"what are you talking about? I don't think he would actually-"

"am I the only one who is actually aware of what he can do!? he's hated me since the day I was born, he's always wanted to make me suffer. you know what he's done to me. this though.... this is his worst" he runs out of the apartment.

"mom, you need to drive me to get chan, minho, and jisung" felix says and she sighs then nods.

she grabs her keys and they get in her car, felix tells her the address of chan's house and she starts driving.

"are you sure it's gonna be okay when you just suddenly show up at their houses and expect them to remember you?" she asks.

"I'm gonna try.... I need to get them back, they... they actually like me mom" he looks at her.

"that's good honey, let's just hope it'll turn out okay"

she stops the car and felix gets out of his car and gets ready to knock on the door.

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