I wanna be yours

Chapter 8

"What are you doing here?" Lauren asked bitterly.

Camila sighed and took a step closer to the green-eyed. "I came here to apologize,"

"What for? I thought you decided to forget everything." Lauren grumbled, frowning. She did not want this. She did not want to be stubborn and push the girl away. She wants to have physical contact with Camila, even just a touch of a hand.

"That's why I'm here to tell you I was stupid,"

"Yeah you are," Lauren responded. Camila took another step, even closer to the green-eyed. Lauren avoided having an eye contact with the brown-eyed but she couldn't resist not looking at those chocolate eyes.

"Lauren, please."

Vero left the room to let the two girls have their conversation privately.

"You don't know how much that hurt, okay. You've been gone a week and.. And it just hurts," Lauren began. "Hell I've just known you for almost 2 weeks and you drive me crazy!"

The green-eyed continued, tears streaming down her face. "I don't even know you that well. All I know is you're wealthy and i'm nothing." this time, Lauren stood up causing the other brunette to back away a step. "The kiss we shared was something I have never felt with anyone else before. When we touch, I felt sparks and I don't even know.. Maybe it's because I have fallen for you!"

Camila stood there in silence just listening to a raspy angel voice telling her everything she feels. "You're my first kiss, Lauren."

"And I want you to be my last. I know it's too early for me to say this and I know you're thinking I might find someone else but I've decided, I want you."

Lauren moved closer to Camila and brought her into a tight embrace. The younger brunette melted in the girl's touch. She closed her eyes and wrapped her arms around her.

"I was crazy thinking about you all day and night..." Camila trailed.

"Right now is crazy," Lauren said while pulling away. "Ever since I saw you, I've already wished to be your friend and then I met you-"

Lauren was cut off when Camila crashed her lips against her. The green-eyes kissed back intensely as the brown-eyed opened her mouth for entrance, allowing the taller brunette to intertwine their tongues together. The kiss became more passionate, Lauren sucked on Camila's bottom lips causing the younger girl to let out a moan. Before they could continue, someone knocked on the door. They panicky pulled apart and stood still.

"Come in," Lauren said.

The person twisted the door knob and slowly opened the door and came inside.

"Why are you both standing there like soldiers?" Vero giggled. "I must've interrupted something," she smirked. "Well, Zayn is looking for you, Laur."

Lauren nodded and the three of them left the room and went downstairs. Zayn was leaning against the wooden door, waiting.

"I need to tell you something, Lauren." Zayn said seriously.

Lauren took a glance of Vero and Camila and back at the guy. She nodded and walked out of the house with Zayn.

The two of them began walking and walking with no speaking until they reached the wishing well. Zayn stared at the view for a moment before turning around and facing Lauren. Lauren was solicitous about what the guy was going to tell her.

"Zayn?"

The guy grabbed both her hands and held them. "I've been wanting to tell you this," his voice was sincere and his heart starts racing fast. "Lauren, I am in love with you. I've been in love with you since the day we met and keeping my feelings bothers me every time,"

Lauren gasped and could not believe she was hearing those words from her bestfriend. She didn't know how to response so she looked at the ground and stayed silent.

"Please say something, anything."

Lauren finally looked up and looked into his hazel brown eyes filled with sincerity. "I love you Zayn," a smile formed on the guy's face but it immediately changed. "I love you but not the same way as you do. But as a friend, I'm sorry..."

"Has someone got your heart stolen?" Zayn frowned.

"No, it's just that-"

"Then please give me a chance!" He begged, tightening his grip on the girl's hands.

"I can't," the brunette shook her head. "I only see you as a friend, Zayn.. Sorry,"

"Stop apologizing," he let go of Lauren's hand and turned his back to her.

"For all I know, i'm the only guy you've been hanging out with. Who's that someone?"

"There's no someone," Lauren was unsure. In her mind, there was someone and she can't control her feelings.

"Why was Camila rushing to your house earlier on?"

Lauren was stuck. She didn't know what to say. Instead, she decided to tell the truth.

"That night, something happened between us.."

Zayn turned around and faced Lauren. He remained frowning.

"Now you're telling me that you're a lesbian so just to push me away huh," Zayn nodded his head not believing what the girl was telling him.

"I don't know..." Lauren ran out of words to say although in her mind says many things.

"Do you like her?" Zayn asked seriously.

"I do." Lauren quicky replied.

Zayn could feel his heart shattering, being rejected by the girl he has loved for years. A tear shred from his eyes. He looked at the ground not knowing what to do. He wanted to embrace or even kiss the girl in front of him but he can't.

"I'm sorry," Lauren sighed and frowned a sad before turning around. She started walking, leaving the guy alone.